ASSASSINATED.

2009-03-19T22:59:00.002+08:00

sorry people for not updating for this few months.
hahah. got back my lousy ca1 marks.
gonna buck up on science and humans.
the rest are quite okayyy.
haha, gotta make it short and i will update it again after i get a better blogskin. Lol.
kay takecares peopleee! ;D

2009-01-26T13:09:00.001+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEOPLE!
XIN NIAN KUAI LE ;D

not gonna update too often,
quite busy with studies and etc.
but i will try to update! (:

2009-01-22T22:28:00.001+08:00

failed, i did not make it.
flunked everyth.
i need time to bounce back and recover.

2009-01-15T22:48:00.002+08:00

why can't i simply do what other people can do and with perfection?!
sorry , feeling super uper stress , yeah, maths and amaths.
my maths deprove alot alot since sec2.
should not live on past glories. i must improveeeee.

2009-01-13T21:15:00.002+08:00

hello people! this few days have been great (:
saturday, i finally got my ipod touch! ;D
it's super cool can!
its the most awesome gadgets on earth siah! heh.

got D&T theme yesterday.
For O's is Tidiness, N's is Movement.
thank God the theme isn't hard.
it's rather similar compared to last year's. (:
so, A1 isn't far, if i really work hard. heh.

but not very confident for amaths.
got scolding by mdm ng today.
did not complete amaths homework.
and gave crap. is not that i did not want to do,
it's i really cant understand.
there will be a test next week,
provisional exam next wekk too.
if i fail , i must drop amaths.
I SIMPLY NEED A PASS ! ):
God, please help.

You're my all , babeh.

2009-01-09T19:57:00.003+08:00

im gonna really chiong/strive/pia/sprint all the way for O's.
Design And Technology theme will be out next monday ,
so is the O's results for last year sec4s.
gonna buck up alr! no more time to waste ;D

nothing can compare in world to you. <3

2009-01-07T20:33:00.003+08:00

today , i cut SLOPEEEEEEEEEEEE.
yesss , slope , that funny hairstyle ;D
it's so cool uh , i wont get caught by any teachers for my hair again ,
oh , im so proud of myself . slope is cool (:

okay , today's a long day.
had lessons all the way till 230 ,
3pm training . there's new coach , Marco.
it's suppose to be selection today.
but that coach just let me play less than 15minutes .
wth ? some sec3s play more than me .
cause he randomly choose players.
he did not see much of me , but i was quite on formed .
there's only 15 minutes to proof.
he say he will put me back , but in the end he didn't.
if i cant get into school team this year, so be it uh .
but at least let me play and prove im up to it, or not. ):
nevermind , then training's over.
i had a new girlfriend today , maxinetohxinyi !
HAHAHAHAH , 7th january know , must remember.
and we spent some time to continue crapping .

okay , im gonna skate to alex house now. byeeeee ! (:

2009-01-02T20:20:00.002+08:00

YO PEOPLE ! first day of school was superb.
it's even more exciting that i've expected.
today's the first day being a secfour.
final year, bigger boys , seniors of the school ;D
went school with the guys, took 901 as usual.
reached school , saw many familiar faces.
i miss all of them uh . it's like so delighted to see them.
then went for assembly.
and the address of our new prinicipal , mrs yeo.
she look strict , but i don't really know.
and then went to new classroom.
the whole 4E cohord got seperated !
4/2 and 4/3's now at 2nd floor,
4/5's at 4th floor .
and 4/4's at ground floor .
nevermind , at least i have a new aircon classroom! ;D
but haven't get permission to switch on though.
and it's between class 4/7 and 4/9.
uhhh , so it's still satisfactory.
then mr ho went through admins stuffs,
tell us about the resolution this year ,
and briefed us on some d&t stuffs.
he then showed us cut off points for poly courses , and jcs.
then 1100 , went for recess.
i miss school food ! hahahaha.
and then 1130 went up to hall.
ms foo talked about Barack Obama and Micheal Phelps,
on their way to success .
very inspirational. cause it encourages me to work hard for O's.
as i have not much motivation left.
1230 , school ended.
went causeway , as usual again.
went with the guys but seperated ways halfway.
wanted to play soccer , in the end din't , they went mugi's house without telling us.
nevermind , i played fifaonline at alex's house . kill times .
then irene , siman and wenting came.
chatted and went to play soccer when farhan and danial came.
farhan have to go before playing cause we wasted alot of time ,
and he stays very far from here.
so we continued , skated and played soccer.
went home bout 8 .
still deciding whether want to go alex's house and slack not. hahah.
that's all people! (:

i don't wanna drag anymore.
i don't want to stay close with you on and off.
i don't want to have ignores with you on and off. it kills me.
i don't want to have any doubts because of you.
i don't want to drag this crap even longer.
i don't want to get depressed again , not worthed.

i want to keep a distance, maybe it's the best solution.(:
i just want more time, and we really can be friends again.
i know i'm mean , but sorry, really sorry.

2009-01-01T19:58:00.002+08:00

HELLO 2009 ! GOODBYE 2008 ;D

2008's surely a bad year . sucha relief that 2008 ended .
stress , heartbreaks , breakdowns and helpless times.
they came all together at once .
as compared to 2007, 2008 is a disaster.
i did not do anyth great in 2008. i wasn't me either.
i want to make my 2009 a fruitful year ,
no more breakdowns and etc.
work hard for O's all the way so that i can play all i want after O's ;D
not going to relationships , find it rather a distraction that a bliss.
work hard for 2009 and forget 2008. ;D
i'm also gonna save up money during schooldays , so i can spend it during holidays.
as i reflect myself last year, i really spent too much on eating .
that's not the way.
i must never get anyth stumble myself , study is the priority and nothing else.
that's my new year resolution (:

gonna talk about yesterday now! ;D
went Swensen's with family for new year feast .
had alot of icecreams that i can't even finish everyth ;D
and then went to meet the guys at 3.
then went AMK cause i wanted to fix my orange candy.
many scolded me , but i insist to go . sorry guys !
the best thing that when i went there,
the watch shop says that it takes 45$ to fix it .
the guys say that they rather me to buy a new one with additional 50$
so i did not fix it , cause needa put 20$ deposit.
and then went to city hall. met two of zc's friend .
then went penin to buy my 3/4 shirt ;D
so slacked around there till 730.
went KY and people started coming.
almost 8 , everybody reached , and then we proceed to room 403.
had worships and sharing .
till 1030 , the watchnight service starts.
had worships , then afew people said their testimonials.
stephen low quan han too ;D he did a great job last night.
then after all the testimonials , we counted down to 2009.
and then , had communion . then prayers for 2009.
service ended about 1230.
then had supper together .
after that , sismag have to send felicia home .
but her vehicle was locked at the carpark ,
cause the carpark's not 24/7 operating.
so she and sjjj cab-ed her home .
with zc too .
then they went to sismag's house first.
then the rest of us , 15 of us.
started loiter around .
all wanted to go home but no bus' heading back.
then nevermind , we decide to slack around in the town.
sat around outside raffles city , then walked to memorial park.
slacked there all the way.
till 3 plus .
went to the esplanade the singapore river.
wanted to see sunrise , but we can't spot the sun.
but the scenery was superb ! ;D
some of them headed home first .
the rest stayed there for another while.
then went sismag house together.
reach about 9. then once i reach her sofa,
i slept all the way till 4. HAHAH .
i did not know what they do .
then left about 5 and had lunch-dinner.
then all went home
went back to marsiling about 6,
went to the hairdresser's with adrian and quanhan.
they went to cut their haird but i went to trim .
i find my layer was too long .
i will surely get cutted.
then adrian bought bubble tea.
and walked home.

old year, old mind , old heartbreaks.
new year, new mindset, new love?

2008-12-29T00:47:00.002+08:00

got my new schoolbag today .
i'm ready for schoollllll !
i doubt so . i don't really want school to be reopened.
i still want more fun mannnn ! /:
2 months has passed just like this .
well , face it than escaping it .
O's are coming and i must work hard from now .
you can do it , lewis ;D

i have enough of this. i must face it and i must put an ending to it.
i will sure erase you from my heart, and let another girl to enter it.

2008-12-26T02:19:00.004+08:00

sorry people , if i had offended you ,
feeling abit down these days . so , very very sorry eh /:
i will be normal very very soon , no worries ;D

~~am i too sensitive or are you against me ?~~
do not take my kindness for granted.
im really very sorry if im sensitive kay ,
but if it's otherwise ..

HAPPY BOXING DAY PEOPLE ! [:

2008-12-24T13:58:00.003+08:00

it's our anniversary tmr ,
if nothing went wrong .
i can't believe that you're still not out of my mind ,
although you have feelings for other people alr.
maybe it's time to put down and give blessings to you two ?
it's realy hard , it will be a breakdown .
don't worry about me , but i doubt you will ,
you have him to care about .
i don't know what i will do , but i will be fine .

christmas ? not a merry one.

2008-12-06T16:26:00.002+08:00

back from obs yesterday.
OUTWARD BOUND SINGAPORE SIMPLY ROCKS MANNN !
it's freaking fun and superb yo.
Haizul , Faisal and Bernard are great instrutors ,
Washington and Tock Seng are the greatest watch ! ;D
i will update in depth when i get photos . byebye ! ;D

2008-11-18T00:35:00.003+08:00

okayyy , updatinggggggggg ! ;D
'cos im getting bored again . heh .
this few days were alright .
just got back singapore on sunday morning.
went to malaysia for vacation with family on wednesday .
i was at jb on wed ,
went there to find my cousies , relatives there .
stayer overnight . and then went genting the next morning .
genting's weather super niceeee ! so cold .(:
walked around the whole day and bought some tidbits .
and brought to the hotel room for consuming . (:
the next day proceed to kl .
once we dropped our barangs , we went shopping !
whoots . and that carried on for the remaining 2-3days .
then sunday , rushed to service after i reached sg .
whoo , im like so devoted ! heheheh .
then after service , there's free pizzas from auntie jacqueline ,
cause it was adrian's birthday .
then finish and bus-ed to woodlands centre .
went arcade there , well , half of us went .
played for bout 1 hr . went back to woodlands garden and find the remaining half .
played murderer , but it wasn't as fun as last time -.-
but okay , enjoyable ;D
then about 540 , went back to yykk's block .
because it was his brother's son monthsary.
so went there .
then left me , yh , bee , zc , qh and yuenhe.
had lotsa fun .
starting , it was kinda bored .
then went the thing is almost over .
we played some finger games and had free wine supply .
then we laughed like helll ! haha .
then slowly some left .
bee went to fix some psp things with yyk's bro at his house .
we waited till bout 1030 and we left .

today , woke up and went to alex's house .
then rot there . bout 6 , went to eat and ljs .
then walked to amiralty park .
cos danial want to check the price for sakura's.
then walked back to wenting's block .
met her for a while .
then went to the park near my house .
then slack till 830 and went home.

now's almost 1am and i had not slept.
gonna meet danial and people at 3am .
AND THERE'S TRAINING LATER .
how am i gonna survive today !
ahhh , nevermind . i will try my best to ;D

i cant believe i just finished one packet of fruit plus.
ahhh , im gonna get diabetes soon . ):
and my face is getting more oily , shit man.

okay , till then , byeeeeee ! ;D

maybe it's time to forgo , perserverance just can't enter me to your heart. /:

2008-11-11T16:24:00.000+08:00

SUDDEN IGNORES GO DOWN TO THRASH.

2008-11-10T23:25:00.002+08:00

hello people ,
just got back from supper with parents .
i came to blog as i really had nothing to do .
haaaa , well , i rotted at home the entire day .
like , ohmytian ! gahhhhhhhh .
i'm gonna be a fossil soon .
yay ! i'm going KualaLumpur for vacation tmr night !
through tuu-tuu train ! ;D
although it sounded alil "budget",
but i was the one who suggested go go there by train .HAHA .
because i've never been on a train before .
heard that there will be beautiful sceneries i will pass by . (:
so i hope there will be pictures captured on my way there .
and , mother promised that i can shop like hell in KL ! YAY .
but , i won't shop onto a certain extend uh .
i know the limits ;D
yayyyy ! it has been so long time i've shop .
okay i will stop here , people ! ;D;D;D;D

it's just one day not contacting you , and then i missed you so much .
how can i say i've let you go ? /:
i love you , and i really do .

2008-11-02T21:34:00.002+08:00

HELLO EARTHLINGS ! ;D
i'm alil lazy to update my blog often alr ,
cause it's a chore to think what to post .
very very troublesome /:
but for now , i'm feeling real bored and finding things to do .
so i decided to post . ;D

started the day attending church service .
wongpeiyi sista came ! ;D miss her loads siol .
the service started singing love medley ,
and after that with ice breakers .
and then to worship .
today's worship was freaking awesome ! ;D
and then sismag talked about her experiences she got
from children's home , imh , whatever .
her experiences were frigging funny .
after service , we slacked and chatted around .
about 3 , we left the hall for lunch .
and then , gahh , rain .
majority of us do not have an umbrella .
so all ran to the bus stop near church in the rain .
i lent tanyiyinn sista my hoody ,
OMG ! MY HOODY ! WET ?!
hahah , it's okayy uh , im not that small hearted , you know ? (:
then started to have funny conversations with those people .
bus came and few moments , we reached causeway .
had lunch at horizon and walked around at causeway .
about 6 , went home .
the day was super fun , yet super short .
and then went home , bathe , ate , and rot /:
okay , till here , i wanna play some game alr ;D
seeya people ! (:

i don't wanna be just a friend of yours /:

2008-10-30T18:34:00.002+08:00

HELLO READIES !
guess i have not been blogging this few days uh . hahah .
i choose to blog now , as i have spare time to kill . (:

MONDAY,27TH OCT.
went sentosa with church people.
met at woodlands mrt and took train to harborfront .
about 9 plus , we reached sentosa .
and then took monorail to beach station , and then
took tuu-tuu train to palawan beach , or did we walked there ?
gosh , i forgot . hahah .
then went there to play with the waters and sand , andand , most importantly ,
get sunburns ;D
played at there till bout 11 , went seveneleven to get some food . super hungry .
play all the way till 4 plus , many indians arrived .
and i like don't dare to go into the waters alr , because the sand were black and the sky was dark.
freaking scary , and i'm not joking ! HAHA ,
so we left the beach about 5 .
went to toilet , bathed and changed .
went back to vivocity for dinner + lunch .
sjjj and kailing jieh went to find us .
CARL'S JUNIOR ! WHOOTS .
i shared the bacon double cheeseburger combo with yh .
then played and slacked around.
window shopped alil , and then went to rooftop and slacked .
played murderer again . ;D
the sky turned dark and we could not see each other's eyes .
so we stopped playing . and then headed home .
had laughters on the train . (:
then took bus home with zc .

AND HAPPYDEEPAVALI TO ALL MY INDIAN FRIENDS !

TUESDAY,28TH OCT.
HAPPYBIRTHDAY NICHOLASSEIYINHUI !
my gay partner aye ;D

woked up at 2 plus .
msged yh my birthday msg .
then slept back again .
went and met alex and danial at northpoint about 4 .
they played lan and danial wanted to buy the crumpler shoulderpad .
so went , window-shopped around in orchard .
then reached home about 8 .

WEDNESDAY, 29TH OCT
there's extra lesson for 3express .
so i met school peeps at mac about 830 .
went school together . reach school about 9 .
we were walking reluctantly . haha .
had emaths and chemistry lesson .
there's ss lesson too , but pon/ed .
then went ahead to play soccer at the nearby soccer court ,
headed home about 6 .

TODAY .
went to interchange about 840 .
met the peeps and went school together .
had emaths lesson and chem again .
today's lesson was kinda fun .
and i dontknow why . hahaha .
then slacked at alex's house the whole afternoon .
reached home at 6 and going over to danial's house after dinner . ;D

attirecheck : should i wear lenses ?
and what should i wear for casual party ? -.-

it's hard to let go , but i will .

2008-10-26T23:48:00.002+08:00

keep your eyes locked on mine , and let the music be your guide.

HELLO PEOPLE ! ;D
today's super duper fun .
started the day with sunday service ,
bee and yh stayed overnight at my house last night ,
and ofcourse , we went to church together .
okay , then sismag was back ! much misses aye .
so happy when i saw her , she brightened up my day ;D
went to the hall and started with the subject for today ,
which was pornography . had alot of interesting discussions .
and closed the service with a short worship .
sismag left straight after service , cos she have a meeting to attend .
so we went old woodlands for lunch , at mac .
then went arcading .
about 5 , we went to woodlands park and slacked .
did a few retarded things and played spastic games .
but , after a while , started to play murderer .
we played murderer until 9 ! whoots .
all went home and
then i went 167 to pack some food for my mum .
passed it to my mum and sent kailing home .
went home shower , onlined and had conference with people .
sorry uh , summarise outta sudden cause my eyelids are almost shut . hahah .

okayokay , miss faith knows that both of you rocks too ;D

It's like catching lightening,

The chances of finding someone like you.

It's one in a million,

The chances of feeling the way we do.

2008-10-25T08:48:00.004+08:00

HSM3 ROCKS YO ;D

hello people , wanted to update yesterday , but too tired to .
okayokay , yesterday was alex the gay birthday .
we went to Cage with Elliott and people .
many people backed out suddenly ,
so there were only 10 who went .
played from 12.15(because we were late)
till 2 . washed up and changed after that ,
and went to kfc for lunch .
free refill aye ! ;D and then left kallang for
plaza singapura , as we suggested to catch some movie .
but golden village and plaza sing. was fully booked ,
we then booked for the one at vivocity .
the movie will start at 7.10 , so we burnt time at there for alil while ,
saw some guitars which costs a few thousand dollars , wth ?

then walk to the nearby cathay thingy , to go to the adidas shop .
then suddenly , zeken wanted to meet rebekah at vivocity ,
so we ran back to plaza sing. to catch the train . well , only me , danial and zeken ran ,

fabian and birthday gay din't , lazy bums . hahah .
then took the transit to harbourfront .
from there we ran again , we ran to toy's r us to meet her .
rebekah was with her mum , and a brand new ripcurl bag which cost 85 bucks .
yes , 85 bucks ! hahah , okayy zebekah , i'm just kidding , dont be mad okayy ;D
then window shopped at newurbanmale and topman .
the more i window shop , the more i want to really shop , sigh .
and then we went to the rooftop pool to slack . the water was bloody cold .
and then went to the outdoor staicases to slack , after buying that weird tasted coke at daiso .
switched place after awhile as we wanted to see the sunset , quite gay uh ? hahah .
then spent alot of time talking , but it was fun uh ;D
6.50 , we went of to the cinema .
i saw long queues , but luckily , we booked the tickets long time ago ;D
danial went to buy popcorn and i went to buy snacks at 7eleven .
some of them went to toilet , and after everyth , we went in to the theatre .
found seats and it was super noisy . nevermind , kids uh (:
and the movies started - high school musical 3 ;D

lasted about 2.5 hours .
went off after the show ended . danial wanted to buy his crumpler pad at raffles city .
then we ran to the mrt station and from raffles city , we ran to find the crumpler shop again (:
but , it was closed . tough luck aye .
nevermind , then we took the mrt at headed home .
i collapsed once i reach home , and that's the end of that super fun day (:

i miss you , i really do .
it should be the 10th month , if nothing went wrong .

2008-10-22T22:43:00.008+08:00

see that bling-bling shiny golden little thing over there ?
OHYES , it's the interhouse soccer trophy .
bold triumphed for interhouse soccer again . 3 years straight aye ;D

ohh , HELLO there ;D
this few days were boring .
i went home early like everyday .
today was fine . class attendance was like , suck ?
half the class attended school . and the school was like so empty .
started the day with morning assembly ,
to my surprise , mr koa mentioned about value added class in 2007 .
5 classes met him after school .
2e5 was one of them . ;D
then mr rahman asked me to take attendance . -.-
it was like a reunion uh , but not many people came , so sad .
then , mr koa tell us about the special designed shirt made for us .
and said that he will give us one shirt each to replace the $1000 given .
we were like , wth ?
it's so unfair , as 2e3 used some part of the money alr .
but fine , better than nothing . but , no 2e5 chalets alr ! ):
then went back to classrooms for free periods .
chatted with ms wong for a period . hahaha .
then after that went to design studios to look at our senior's project .
whoots ! it was like super cool uh . this was the standard expected from us ,
mr ho said . it's kinda impossible for us to reach those standards uh .
but , faith . HAHAH .
then slacked around till 12 , then dismissed .
met those usual people and went danial's house .
went there as the girls wanted to watch mamamia.
the movie was kinda random , yet boring , for me uh .

ate loads of snacks there , and brownies they made . HAH .
so , my lunch was settled , thanks uh ! ;D
continued to slack there until the movie end.
all went home about 3 , i was about to play soccer ,
then backed out , lazy to . haha .
went back home and sleep till 9pm . WHOOO .
thought of my results , i really gonna buck up man , or else i will be dead .

i can't sleep now , how ? nevermind , i will play some counter-strike later . (:

Chloegirlf ! don't be sad aye , cheeeeeeeerup alrights ! (:

miss faith hates to see you sad aye , cause she will be unhappy too :/

AND G________E IS HOT !

thanks danial for reminding about it everytime . HAHA .

false hopes ? or is it otherwise.

2008-10-20T16:21:00.002+08:00

I'M PROMOTED TO 4EXPRESS!
I'M PROMOTED TO 4EXPRESS!
I'M PROMOTED TO 4EXPRESS!
I'M PROMOTED TO 4EXPRESS!
I'M PROMOTED TO 4EXPRESS!
I'M PROMOTED TO 4EXPRESS!
I'M PROMOTED TO 4EXPRESS! ;D
but , i passed like 5 subjects for eoy , why am i on the blacklist ? o.o

okayy , the crisis is over , i'm fine .
it's surely God that brought me through .
Give thanks and glory to God (:
update at another time maybe ? (:
andyes , Zebekah Bobby Gomez still owes me my new blogskin ! (:

it din't worked out that way , whyyyy /:

2008-10-18T21:52:00.004+08:00

GAHHHH . i'm sabotage by REBEKAHLEESHIJIA , to do this quiz ;D
that ninjaturtle look-alike and a power ranger fan . HAHAH ! kiddinggggg.

1. Do you have secrets?
well , everybody does . it's very common aye . don't tell me you dont have any secrets ? ;D

2.Would you fall in love with a girl older than you ?
yess , age isn't a problem . the problem is whether you could work something out with the other party.

3.Do you enjoy going to school ?
definitely ! but i hate waking up so early . hah , my friends in school are simply fun (:

4.what will you do with a billion dollars ?
SHOPPING SPREEE ! ;D do something charitable , provide good life for family , own a street soccer court or cage , bowling alley ,buy private jet and lambo , own a stadium , purchase terrace house . loads more (:

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
yesyes , i did . i was so unexpected that i did not believe myself.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved by someone . it's hard to make someone to love you , but it's easier to be in love with someone .

7. List out your 15 favourite songs:
-Tears Don't Fall - Bullet For My Valentine
-Stay Young - We The Kings
-7 Things - Miley Cyrus
-Play My Music - Jonas Brothers
-This Is Me - Demi Lovato
-Thunder-Boys Like Girls
-Up Against The Wall - Boys Like Girls
-When I'm With You - Faber Drive
-Five Minutes To Midnight - Boys Like Girls
-Check Yes Juliet - We The Kings
-Fall For You - Secondhand Serenade
-It's Not Over-Secondhand Serenade
-Crush - David Archuleta
-Always Be My Baby - David Cook

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- carry on to have a crush on her , still hope that she will leave that person for you .

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
yesssss ! when a girl accepts you after going after her for a very long time , and good exams results. YA ! and even shopping sprees (:

10. What makes you angry?
Well ..

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
Mature , fashionable , a stable relationship with a girl ? happy .

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
God , friends , family , church.

13. What is the most important thing in life?
Love , friendships , faith .

14. What is more important? Family or Career?
FAMILY !

15. What is your favourite colour?
Red ? least favourite like black , white , brown , pink and green ;D

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
yesyes , trying not to , but still ..

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
i won't be in love with two girls at the same time , yeahs ?

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
try to forgive and move on in life.

19. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
i love you .

20. 5 people I have tagged:
none ? lazy to . HAHA .

maybe i should change my blog url and skin .
should i or should i know .
haha . omelettes are nice , right ?
yes , i'm right .

GAHHH . MONDAYYY . dooms-day .
counterstriking now . seeyas ;D

2008-10-17T23:24:00.002+08:00

HELLO READERSSSSSSS ! ;D
went to sentosa with 3/4 peeps yesterday .
sorry esthertanyiyinn , din't fetch you up .
'cos i promised them first , so sorry , sistaa /:
should no elaborate on that , or else it will be a super long post . hahahaha .
about 2 , we went vivo for lunch .
longjohnsilvers , then walk around vivocity .
windowshopping really rocks .
although you can't own that thing , but at least you can touch it first . hahaha .
whatever . i saw NUM singlet and backpack i want !
the singlet costs 70$ and backpack costs 130 !
like what the chicken siaks ! daylight robbery mannnn .
then walk around topman , pull and bear etc .
i wanna buy two more topman jerseys , just two more /:
then left about 5 , as hilda's mum fetched her .
took transit and then bus back to woodlands .
reach at about 6 , went to danial's place for some counter-strike ;D
super addictive man . went home at 7 and took my lappy to his house .
sent me the game to my comp and started playing .
i'm gonna play it later too .(:

i'm under huge stresss !
-my promotion outcome
-packed holiday programmes
-family problems .
DAMN SHIT MAN OH HOLY !

2008-10-14T21:17:00.003+08:00

HELLO ROCKERS ! ;D
exams are officially over !
hiatus on friendster is over too , yessah !
yesterday was my designandtechnology paper .
quite easy actually , but i din't spend much time studying
as i know is a sure-fail-subject . hahaha .
went to slack with zc and ahbee .
slacked from morning till evening at my house . haha .
then , went out for dinner .
after eating , went ta 167 to find chloe girlf's family and quanhan .
as we wanted to go qh's house and accompany him ;D
we left from there to quanhan's house .
he showed us what he bought at malaysia.
and then showed us many pokemon stuffs .
super fun eh ! hahah .
i even played his gameboy . so retro man ! (:
then about 10 i went home with zc .
today din't went Cage with peeps .
as i had something on .
just came back from that .
tmr school's on , yeah !
at least there's something for me to do ;D

i hope to ..
-pass combined science and emaths,
-promote to 4express,
-get SE 760i !
-find a desired blogskin.
GARRRHSSSS !

if i say that i dont love you anymr , i'm just lying to myself .

2008-10-10T21:18:00.003+08:00

supyo !
today was my second last paper , last for the majority .
combined physics for majority , pure physics for 3/5
section b was hard , a and c was okay .
i hope i can pass . i just need to pass one more subject man !
after school , took bus with 3/5 peeps and leandro , as 3/2 weren't release yet .
then ate lunch at mac , a slow one .
then slacked at danial's house .
while walking , they were like matching me up with some people .
yeah , you guys no who .
haha , no way mannn ! i prefer celibacy.
it rocks uh , like what dan say , more freedom (:
then alex , melvyn and sugan ended school and went danial house .
then we went out for soccer .
we still lost at the hardcourt .
this losing streak better dont continue . haha .
then went back to his house .
find guitar chords and do random things with computer .
about 7 , i went home .
i recieved news that my uncle-in-law has just passed away /:
it's a sad thing , he used to make me laugh when i was small .
it's sudden uh . abit cant accept it .
rest in peace . /:

2008-10-04T20:34:00.002+08:00

hello readers
this few days were sucky .
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh. haha .
yesterday was our humans paper .
socialstudies and history .
socialstudies was okay . it kept my hopes to pass alive .
it was about northern ireland . i'm confident with the causes of conflicts,
but not on the outcome of violence .
history , melted all my hopes luh .
i studied stalin , not even alil on hitler .
then everyth about stalin came out on just source based .
hitler and stressmann was for the structured essay .
best subject , it's gone case .
how to promote to 4E sia ! /:
what shit man . dumb square-faced guy .
adolf hitler die lah ! although he's alr dead .
both papers ended and we went for lunch .
i was with danial , leandro , alex and melvyn.
finished and went for soccer .
played like 3 hours , went to alex house to slack abit .
i was insulted 2 times , super fustrating mannnn .
then danial want to have lunch , me and alex accompanied him.
then alex went to meet yunyi at library and we followed .
me and danial felt extra , but what to do . hahaha .
after that , alex sent yunyi with danial as danial wanted to go there
and buy some fire sparklers to play .
i went home to have dinner and shower first.
about 9 , he phoned me and went to his house .
played sparklers outside his house .
super fun mannnnnnnnn ;D
went home about 11 .
today went lunch with mommy ,
and then went back home and study .
i doubt anyth entered my brain uh .
i'm so gonna retainnnnnnnnnnnnn /:
but God , i have faith on you .
my future lies on your hand /:

how can i move on when i'm still in love with you ?

2008-10-01T00:21:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEOPLEEEEEEEE ! ;D
skipped school today , as the halals had a half day off .
met alex at 11 , went mac .
met some halals and slack around .
did like nothing the whole afternoon i cant believe that i've just wasted an afternoon just like this.
hahah . met farhan and danial at mac , like 1130 .
then went to library , danial wanted to sleep .
then amirul came to meet us .
half an hour later , went to danial's house .
just wanted to check out whether there's anyone who's playing soccer at hardcourt .
then we ended up watching spiderman3 at his house . ahaha .
soon , farihin came and joined us .
finish watching , went causeway to meet leandro and mariel .
farihin left early , went to mac with alex , danial , leandro and mariel .
sat down and eat , while danial sent mariel home .
he came back and we went alex house .
watch some soccer and played some pool .
and it reaches 7 , went civic mac to meet wenting and co.
came to know dylan's girlf there .
hahaha . they look sweet together (:
like 9 plus , all went .
me , dan , alex and wenting went alex house to slack ,
then we started doing crazy jumps and landed on each other .HAHAH !
then 10.00 , theres THE NOOSE on channel 5 ;D
watched and sent wenting home ,
and went home ;D

by this friday ..
MUST FINISH STUDYING HISTORY/CHEMISTRY .
if possible , emaths .

I WANT AN IPOD TOUCHHHHHHHHH ! /:

and i realised that i'm so outta church alr . haha;D

even you're not in my mind , but i still miss you , what shit sia /:

2008-09-26T19:24:00.002+08:00

hello readers ! ;D
today was our chinese paper 1 and 2 .
super sucky luh .
super hard and super little time .
i hope i could manage to get a b4 for avg or higher .
haha . i was shocked to hear that zeken answered everyth in english !
it' was the chinese paper , dude ! haha .
and he said that he drew cartoons and played paper soccer at the back .
he's surely out of his mind . i'm pretty sure . haha .
after the papers , went to play soccer with danial , alex , melvyn and sugan .
about 3 , went to alex house to warm down .
then , after sufficient rest , we went to taupok melvyn ! haha .
we din't succeed the last few times , but today ,
HE WAS OWNED LIKE 4 TIMES ! HAHA .
then he went home when he broke out or defence ,
as we were sick and tired of taupok-ing . (:
then started to watch danial's mountk video .
quite a short one .then went home around 6.50 .

heyhey , i know there's something that you aren't happy about me .
but maybe we should clarify ? maybe i did something sucky which i din't realised .
go outwardbound too , don't miss this chance aye .
i know you are still agitated but still , i'm gonna say this.

your voice was the soundtrack of my summer .

2008-09-24T19:14:00.004+08:00

EOY IS STARTING TMRW !
english p1 , p2 .
friday is chinese p1 , p2 .
nothin to study actually ,
but i dontknow what's the format for english's formal writing ! /:
studied alil this week . could have study more .
can't resist distractions . sigh .
i wanna take 'o' level next year , not 'n' ):

wenting buddy has not been in school this week .
she is having dengue fever .
hope that she'll be alrights by tmr's paper .
i miss her loads , like what she said . (:

you're still in my mind , i'll still love you and not the others . /:

2008-09-22T19:19:00.003+08:00

today's school was average today .
very dull , really .
ended school about 5 , because of d&t .
then after school , went to find danial and alex .
soon after go home . i'm in super depressed and worried mode .

why is everybody going to sismag house so often and did not call me along ? /:

i don't want to know anyth about you anymore , it hurts .
esc. those things that you do with your boy .
it doesn't concern about me .

But it's over, it's over, why is it over?

We had the chance to make it

Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over

I wish that I could take it back

2008-09-21T17:34:00.003+08:00

hey girl , from the start ,
i know i'm not the one for you .
you're too worthy for me .
recently , i'm starting to have hopes that you'll come back ,
but now , i just knew . there's someone else who you love .
i think God is playing tricks with me ,
i had enough of those false hopes ,
or self-assumed hopes . sigh .
no worries , i will be fine one day , really .
i will force myself to get over you .
i'm alr very satisfied that i actually been with you before .
although is short , but those memories are irreplacable .

but for now , i wish you all the best with that boy you love .
i just want you to be happy everyday. (:

ofcourse , i still wish that i could be with you once again ,
but , it's 99% IMPOSSIBLE . /:

2008-09-19T21:00:00.004+08:00

maybe i should not go on hiatus .
even though i went on hiatus ,
i still won't study . haha . so, what for ? (:
this few days were below average .
wasn't very good aye /:

WEDNESDAY
went to school with fresh and hot sunburns .
when i reached school , i see yj , hilda and people faces were super red .
haha , apples ! ;D
so normal boring , tedious, sucky, incorrigible lessons goes on .
haha . about 1230 , we were released .
went to get some drinks and waited for bus to ngeeann.
about 1 , the bus reached . board on the bus .
half an hour later , reach ngeeann .
went straight to block53 and took maths proficiency test .
after that , we carried on and went to the conference hall .
try out those carnival stations .
very interesting , super cool (:
then went to lecture hall and played games .
we din't win it , but still we won ourselves kitkat ;D
then went all the way back to conference hall .
some guy from queenstownsec outta sudden shouted my name ,
and ask me not happy isit .
i say yes , he was silenced .
then keep staring and showed middle finger .
i tahan-ed and watch him leaving and went to the bus .
if you got things that you're unsatisfied , come woodlands find me ah .
i will entertain you nicely .
then went back . wanted to give adilson his present .
but he went very quickly to dontknow where . haha .
went to eat with amirul and danial . called alex along .
went horizon to eat . wanted to eat at seoul garden ,
but it wasn't cheap . alex brought just 8$ . LOL .
ate , went back home and went alex house .
studied abit and went back home .

THURSDAY
first lesson was PE . badminton . (:
but it's never easy and nice to play with sunburns .
but , still , i enjoyed . ;D
then rest of the lessons were boring .
our class were given free fresbie each .
and alot of fun with it .
but we made a few teachers irritated . haha .
135 , school ends .
ate at cwp and went alex house and slack till about 6 .
went back home and changed ,
and went hardcourt and play soccer with alex and danial .
nightsoccer rocks ! super cooling ;D

TODAY
50% of my sunburns were healed .
but started to itch , and skin starting to peel /:
lessons were boring too ! ):
after school , went to play soccer with danial and alex .
met adilson , yj and ppl and played soccer .
played about 2 hours . we 3 decided to swim at micheal's house .
walked to danial's house as he wanted to change .
then went to micheal's condo .
after like 20 minutes after we reached there ,
micheal finally came . hah .
swam for awhile , then went for jacuzzi and sauna .
super fun mannnn ! ;D
i will wish to go to his condo few times aweek . ahahaha .

i know i'm not the one in your heart , but you'll always be in mine .
i just want to love you once more , is it that hard ?
i swear i will cherish you wholeheartedly . /:

2008-09-16T21:22:00.002+08:00

LASTPOSTBEFOREEOY/:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHEENAGOHYIHUI ! ;D
17sept - HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADILSONKOHLONGYI !

went sentosa with dylan , yj , wenting ,hilda , sheena and cherbelle today .
because today is sheena's birthday . decided to celevrate together .
hah , had lotsa fun , but lazy to mention . HAHA .
okayy , will be back after eoy (:

it seems like we cant communicate well even as ordinary friend .
how could i win your heart back ?! /:
i want you to know that , i still love you ..

2008-09-09T17:24:00.005+08:00

because it's tough not to love you ,
and it's even tougher to forget you .

today was average .
did same old boring things .
damn , there'll be d&t remedial till 4 tmr .
argh , i'm really gonna buck up , yo.
i can't resist from eating fastfood .
why , hahaha . okay will update again laterr .
byeeee ! ;D

it has been tough for me .
'cos everytime i see you .
your hair , your eyes .
oh , you make me fall in love with you again ..

2008-09-08T20:41:00.006+08:00

Love is visable , love is vivid ,
i see love everywhere , love between people , love between objects .
but what I really wanna see , it's the love between you and me , once again .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MSWONG ! ;D - one of my fave. teacher . (:
HELLO PEEPS !
today was the first day of school , and it's quite superb .
went to school and as usual , slacked outside the toilet .
i see people rebonding their hair ,
danial rebonded his hair , Dylan rebonded his fringe .
i like dylan's fringe now .
rebonding is like the latest hair trend for guys nowadays . haha .
during assembly , same thing , silenting reading . super boring lah .
but to my suprise , there was no hair checks or attire checks .
shocking man , normally , there will be a check on the first day of every term .
but it turns out different this time round , hahah , very lucky .
and then went back to classes for lessons , sigh , boringggg .
but when it was chinese class , i was super active , hah .
but not as active as dylan . LOL .
we had fun with wanglaoshi , which we shouldn't be . haha .
but she dont mind , surely . haha . she rocks , man ;D
and then rest of the lessons were boring .
mdm kan caught me for wearing tapered pants .
she tried to call my mom . but she could not reach her .
i gave her my mum's number . i hope that she will give chance /:
and then school ended . went longjohnsilvers for lunch .
and then went home to sleep .
no life man . i hope there will be some life tmr .
okay , that's all , till then . gonna go and complete my homeworks ;D
pangsaibofeelingggggg (that's the sentence that i'm addicted to say recently , hah)

i feel lonely and tired , i guess i'm missing you again .

2008-09-07T21:45:00.003+08:00

YESSA ! TMRW SCHOOL REOPEN !
but , i have not cut my hair , dieeeeeeeeeeeeee!
nevermind , at least i can do smth else other than rotting at home . haha.
when service today , rather slacky , irritated .
siyan brought all her friends there ,
they weren't any co-operative , very irritated .
then , sismag told us off , sort of .
then start on the sermon . about 1.30 , finish .
we went old woodlands for lunch .
zc lost his wallet . went to find it .
but can't find ,so he go make police report .
then rest of us slack at woodlands point .
see lan , arcade , etc .
zc came back with his wallet ,
he said that somebody returned it to the police .
lucky him . hahah .
then played arcade for awhile .
i used 2$ and played soccer there for like 3 hours ?
they keep topping up for me cos they wanted to challenge . haha.
have a fair bit of fun there ;D
then went 883 for dinner ,then went home about 8 .
dream on , the one she said isn't me , and will never be me , dumbass .

SCHOOL REOPEN ! MUST SAVE AND MUG ! ;D
CANNOT AFFORD TO GO HOME LATE ANYMR !

2008-09-06T18:52:00.002+08:00

0509 - HAPPY BIRTHDAY ESTHERTANYIYINN! x3 - beloved mei (:

back from town , very fast right ? hahah .
im bored , yet tired , yet wanna go out . how ?
i will post about smth else later ,
im finding something to do now .
till then (: I HATE ROTTING /:

i hate you , i dont love you anymr ,
gosh , i've sinned /:

2008-09-06T12:41:00.002+08:00

just woke up , slept long after the study camp .
gonna go town again now . haha .
will post about yesterday soon . ;D

how i wish i have a time machine , and you could love me once again /:

2008-09-03T15:44:00.003+08:00

The thing I hate the most that you do, you make me love you .

2008-09-02T16:20:00.002+08:00

IM BOREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD D:
i'm rotting at home , once again . /:
no mood to study , agan . hais .
tmr got study camp , hope i can make full use of it .
okayokay , i will do some quizz ;D

1) Where is the person you want most?
idk , not at home bah .
2) Where will you be 2 hours from now?
Basar Malam ;DDDD
3) Did your last kiss mean anything?
my first kiss is still with me , suprisingly (:
4) Does your ex miss you?
No , obviously and definitely /:
5)Does anyone loves you?
yesyes , God , buddies [:
6) Can you make yourself sneeze?
no . stupid people does ;P
8) What are you doing tomorrow?
mug ? really hope so .
9) Are you easily confused?
No. but love .
10) Do you think you would make a good boyfriend/girlfriend?
i wonder .
11) Where were you at 9am this morning?
on my bed , sleeping like nobody's business .
12) Do you fall for people easily?
crush yes , falling hardly .
13) Everything happens for a reason?
yessssss :D
16) What does your last text message read?
okay - yuenhe .
18) What are you listening to right now?
Dear Maria , Count Me In - All Time Low .
19) How has the week been?
boringggg .
20) Is there something you wish you could tell someone but can't?
yes ! but no courage to . ):
21) Would you kiss the last person you kissed again ?
i think i kissed a guy just out of fun . LOL . i won't kiss him again !
22) Does the last person you shared a bed with mean anything to you?
he or she must be my best best best buddy .
23) Do you sleep with the TV on?
YESYES . i need noise to fall asleep .
24) Are you too forgiving?
Not really , but i anger will cease like , 7 minutes ? ;D
23) Have you ever wanted to be a fire fighter?
maybe ? quite awesomeee (:
29) Who do you miss?
I miss you , you and you (:
30) What was the last thing you put in your mouth?
kuehhhh ! ;D
31) Have you signed in AIM?
huh ?
32) If you could have any car what would it be?
i will want a flying car , or a lambo , or batman's car ;D
33) What are you stressed out about?
EOYYYY !
34) Do you have anything in your pockets right now?
No .
35) How many windows are open on your computer?
5 . hahahha .
36) In the past week have you gotten sick?
nope . lovesick , yes .
37) in the past week have you gotten a hair cut ?
no . but i hate my last haircut /:
39) Who was ur last call from?
buddyyy (:
40) What can't you wait for?
my shopping spreeee O:
41) What do you do with most of your time?
using comp and slacking .
42) How many clothes do you have in your closet?
HAHA . my closet is almost full .
43) On a scale of 1-10 How good is life?
6 . satisfied yet unaccomplished .
44) Will you and your ex ever get back together?
it will take a miracle , but i will wish for this miracle , every single day .
48) Do you think you'll be a good Mother/Father?
yes , my future children will be spoilt too . AHHA .
49) Are you high-maintainence?
sometimes .
50) Are you happy with the way life is now?
satisfied .

what's the point trying hard to seek attention from her when i just can't seek any from her ? /:

2008-09-01T12:40:00.002+08:00

AYE PEOPLEEEEEEE .
i'm rotting at home today ,
IT SUCKSSSSS .
yesterday was kinda fun .
on saturday , went overnight at sismag's house .
me , wenhao , yinhui and shijing jie was there ,
played wii the whole night ;D
slept at 6 , woke up around 9 .
have to go church early with sismag cos she needa to bulletin .
once we just reach there , we chiong to the stage and catch some sleep .
LOL . while we were sleeping , people start coming in .
about 11 plus , service starts , i started with ice breakers .
super fun , we played for about an hour .
if you wanna know what game we were playing , come join SALT ;D
and then , the sermon .
yesterday sermon was about dream ,
sismag say youths nowadays don't dream .
yesyes , quite true .
i don't dream often anymore too /:
after sermon , had a short worship ,
and went out for lunch , yh haveta go to computer fair ,
so he left earlier , wenhao left earlier too .
then we went 166/167 , seperated routes with the girls ,
and we went chongpang to see jerseys .
after seeing jerseys , we went chongpang cc to have lunch @ mac .
after coming back woodlands , yuenhe , wenjian and ahbee went to find friends ,
me and zc went back home .
planned to go town today , but . /:
that's about all ;D will update often this week .

Just for a hope that you'll love me back , i won't give up on any hopes ..

2008-08-28T19:21:00.008+08:00

INTER-HOUSE FINALS TMRW !
it's between BOLD and Rugged .
ofcourse , the favorites are the bold . ;D
tmrw teacher's day celebration .
i'm dontknow whether to go back mps or not . Hahah .

got back my report book , i passed all subject except amaths and d&t .
i passed most of the subjects but got a pangsai average percentage .
DAMNNNN . that affected my class position . shit lahh .

PANTAT LAHHHHHHHHHHHHH !

I CAN'T GO JAPAN OR SHANDONGGGGGG .!
it sucks , really . holycow .
somemore there will be 3 birthdays coming .
and i have yet buy presents for any /:

you shine just like a star , it's a pity that i din't cherish you /:

2008-08-25T17:30:00.002+08:00

hello .
din't went school today .
had bad stomachache . hahah .
will post some other things at some other time (:

Honour God , let go .
But God , i really hope she'll be back to me ./:

2008-08-21T19:45:00.003+08:00

HELLOHELLOHELLO !
im lazy to post about today ,
hahaha , so say smth before i go .
I LOVE YOU GOD ! AWESOMEE AYE ;D

endofyear is like just 3 weeks away !
very crucial ! i flunk and i will be at 4na /:
so i better switch to full study mode .

and , yiyinn mehmeh's birthday is coming .
i'm still running out of ideas what to get for her /:
sorry meh ,but the pressie will arrive to your hands on time ;D

TAG ME MORE ! PLEASEEEE

I STILL LOVE YOU ! I'M SO TEMPTED TO TELL YOU THAT FACE TO FACE ! /: HAH .

2008-08-20T22:31:00.003+08:00

deprived , that's the word .

SUP PEEPS !
today was kinda fun in school .
the school kicked off with chinese lessons .
it was super fun , as usual . i love chinese lessons (:
then it was english . then ss .
ss lessons , mdm kan gave out my humanities marks .
i got 65/100 for ss , 55/100 for hist .
so combined i get 60 , b4 ;DDDD
recess , it seems like there's very lil people appearing at the canteen ,
partly because of prelims .
then went back class , and then go for IT and amaths .
IT was slackish . amaths was too . i got back my amaths result
16.5/100 . patheticcccccccc !
after school , it was our interhouse soccer tournament .
kicked off with rugged , one of the favourites to get in to finals .
but bold's standards are highly above them .
but to my huge scare , bold drew 1-1 .
we were to complacent , thats why this result appeared .
that match made us to lose danial , he carried a ligament tear few weeks back ,
he injured again on the same place .
the next match , we bucked up . we beated grit 4-2 .
we carried on to do well and crashed power 4-0 .
we will meet rugged in the finals on teachers day .
i don't dare to underestimate rugged again . hahaha .
went to eat at mac after everyth then went alex house with dan and leandro .
slacked there , as usual . and then went home about 10 .
went home and told my mommy my results ,
she will consider of getting me a new phone ! YAYYYYYYYYYY! ;D

i still love you , i really do .

2008-08-19T18:17:00.004+08:00

HELLO ALIENS !
today was kinda tiring at school .
not as fun as usual .
then after school , went to eat at mac .
cos longjohn and kfc is renovated . craps .
then went mac to find sit .
i saw yiyinn mei again ! LOL .
she was studying . good girl seyyy ?
well , i dont judge on people . HAHAHAH .
then went played soccer .
then came come about 5.30 .

THERE'S INTER-HOUSE SOCCER TMRW !
bold must win it three years in a row aye ;D

AND I GOT BACK SOME OF MY RESULTS ! (:
english - 63 , b4 .
chinese - 76 , a2
e'maths - 60 , b4
physics - 60 , b4
chemistry - 46 , d7 but combined i pass ;D
mdm kan say my social studies din't sink ,
can assume that i pass ? hahah .
amaths only 10 people pass . i assume that i fail .
BUT I CANT FAIL ! i needa get my new phoneeeee .
must pass all subjects ehhhhhh .

AND I WILL BE GOING TO JAPAN THIS NOVEMBER WITH SCHOOL ! ;DDDDDDD
JAPAN AYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ! (:

okay , thats bout all , might be going alex house AGAIN later ;D
will not be going to church on weekdays , very free , call me (:

my love for you has never change , gorgeous ..

2008-08-17T23:23:00.002+08:00

READIES !
finally i could touch my lappy .
last week was ct week ,
mugging and not much time for computer .
today was alil fun .
went church , blahblahblah .
do all same thing .
im a stepped down intern ,
must see performance then put me back , accoreding to sismag .
she say dont tell anybody , but it's nothing secretive what .
people will know it sooner or later .
i don't know how to react , leave everyth to God .
i feel alil discriminated and replaced , i cant deny that .
okayy , thats bout all .

maybe i should take initiative , but scared to be rejected .
sorry to be so timid , but i cant .
i dont have confidence anymore .
you changed my life , positively and negatively .
i couldnt blame you , its my fault .
how i wish i could be back with you , but it's so impossible .
hope miracles will really happen .

2008-08-09T22:20:00.009+08:00

yes . hating someone isn't tough ,
loving someone is way harder . It takes alot of courage .
God chose to love all of us , therefore he is incredible and full of courage .
one word , AWESOME ! i love you , God ;D

HAPPY 43th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE ! you aren't young alr /:

HELLO PEEPS !
gonna tell you all about what i did this two days .(:
yesterday was school's national day celebration .
went to school and had no lessons ;DDDD
the whole school went for walkathon .
i thought it's gonna be fun ,
but it ended up being so boring lah .
just a round outside school -.-
about 8:30 , we were dismissed .
met madzselfo and went to play soccer outside school .
saw wenloong playing soccer too .
it has been ages since i last see him playing soccer ,
but he's still as good as before .
played about 45 mins ,
took the bus and reach interchange .
planned to go mugelan house , and we did .
reached there and played xbox and his computer .
his computer has uefa champions league's official game .
the graphics were super cool .
left around 2 , splited ways with them as i need to get changed
for the national day event which im going with church .
about 3 , i reached church to meet and wait for uncle's paul bus .
left a 4 , reached expo at around 5 .
went there and found foodcourt and settled down .
around 6 plus , we went in to the hall .
chopped seats ;D
the whole thing ended around 11 .
the event was super cool !
after the event , when we were waiting for uncle paul's bus ,
everybody became crazy and super high .
uncle paul's bus reached and we reach causeway about 12 .

today woke up at 12 , planned to study for commontest .
but i slacked the whole afternoon ,
watching olympics and ndp .
the national day parade was awesome .
it's a pity that i din't go /:

did nothing much at night , studied alil of emaths .
then blogged and went online ;D

_+_=25
_=_=25 .
the blanks consist of 4 different numbers , try hard to guess .
do know that im still in love with you , girl .
i realised that im cold to you sometimes , but at sometimes , i wasn't
maybe i should get far away from you , and you won't feel sad or whatsoever ..

2008-08-06T22:10:00.003+08:00

PEOPLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ! (:
just got back from alex's house .
today's school was fun , yet complicated .
went to school with part of madzselfo .
we met at interchange , and took bus together .
as usual ~
hanged out outside the toilet just to wait for the assembly to start .
assembly starts and after flag raising etc ,
went back class for lessons .
lessons were boring today , took cl commontest .
it was suppose to be a easy mark paper , but it turns out to be alil tough .
then it was recess . i broke fast again , garh .
then went back class . as i was walking back to class with dan and leandro ,
i heard kamal shouting madzselfo sucks .
then we chase them around 3rd level .
it was like 11 of us there ah .
and then we cornered him ,
rest of them flicked or kicked them .
i stand at a corner watching . hahaha .
but as we left , we saw some sec4 people whacking him real hard .
then we couldn't stop as the bell ranged .
so we went back to class .
and then it was IT lesson .
halfway , i was called out by danial and zeken .
we went down to HOD office .
need to write statement about the kamal's fight .
then those thing dragged on ,
i went back class when amaths class was half over .
but mrs ang weren't there .
recently like many teachers pon school ah . LOLLL !
then after school , met madzselfo .
reached causeway and then went split ways .
i met wenting sucker to buy sexbands .
and then went to meet rebekah and zeken .
studied at civic mac , i dint really study .
then soon , danial and zeken joined us .
after like 2 hours , we shifted place .
wenting met her friends , rebekah went back .
so me dan lean and zeek went causway mac
to find alex as he was meeting *AHEM*
i saw esther mei again at causeway mac .
sucha coincidence lah . i saw her like 3 consecutive days at mac ?
LOL . she is really a mac person (:
no offence though , hahah .
then salam came by ,
we together disturb alex. and played uno together .
yes AT MAC ! its cool okay . HAHAHHA .
went back like around 7 .
me dan and zeek went alex house .
slacked there . bla bla bla .
then went home around 9.30 .
and tmr there's match against evergreen !
must continue the winning streak , CHR ! (:

idontknowwhy,somehowireallymissyou

i have never like the color green or the number 21 .
but now .. maybe it's because of you

2008-08-04T13:06:00.003+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE !
sorry for not updating this few days ,
i din't have alot of time using computer nowadays .
i din't went school today , too tired . hahaha .
so that means i missed 5 lessons !
ahhh , must hardcore study from now on .
cant slack alr ! or else i will really end up in 4na .

ohya , im not privating blog from now on .
and i need more TAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGS !

i hope there's still worth waiting ,
because a girl like you is impossible to find , impossible to find ..

2008-08-02T01:11:00.012+08:00

MADZSELFO , not any forms of secret societies , we are united as one multiracial family will the same passion .

PEOPLE ! BACK IN ACTION YO ! ;D
i will elaborate more tmr , okay (:

Carona Triiodothyronine Yeagerative Hillel .<3>
maybe it's foolish to wait ,
or to just masquerise my feelings for you with unreal waves of hatred ,
but that's still worth it , i have faith that we'll get our second chances.

number152.

2008-07-19T23:46:00.000+08:00

Dear God ,
i love you .
thanks for being awesomeee . (:

MIA .

2008-07-14T21:29:00.008+08:00

PEOPLEEEEEE ;D
will make it a short post for today .
yesterday got locked outside my house ,
cos late go home .
then went school today .
lessons , ahhhhhhhhhh .
then after school when leisure soccer with madselfo .
before that , we went mac for lunch .
and then around 6 plus , go home .
thats about all ;D

i won't agitated ppl if ppl don't agitate me ,
if you don't like my attitude or me , it's okay .
and i will never change it . sorry for giving you attitude .
okay , apologised . i don't owe you anyth alr .
let's remain as just normal churchmates ,
nothing else beyond that .
maybe i lose besties because of this ,
but , what can i do .

2008-07-10T18:21:00.006+08:00

AYE PEEPS .
im back to blogging ,
as yall miss my posts that much , HAHAHAH .
well , ego abit , hah .
today is a super fun day .
walked to interchange at six fifty ,
when to alex's house to lend shirt from him .
then at bus stop ,
queued , and wenting queued behind me coincidentally .
bus arrived and reached school .
morning assembly and silent reading started .
discipline committee teachers were checking for alterd pants ,
luckily i asked melvyn to bring one of his for me .
then i din't got caught .
i think more than 50 boys got caught .
went back to classroom , changed for PE .
sadly , it was raining . so mr yap conducted the lesson at the hall .
did those napfa stations . when i was doing halfway ,
leandro called and said that mrkumar want to see me with my schoolpants .
so i went back to class , take the untapered one and when down canteen to meet him .
it was mdm annur who talked to me .

Mdm Annur : where's your tapered one ?
Me : at home .
Mdm Annur : you better keep that at home ah , if you wear that to school again ,
i make sure i'll strip you .
Me : hahah , okayy .

well , i was abit shocked when i heard that . HAH .
went back to hall for PE again .
did sitandreach , and inclined pullups .
i was at the inclined pullups , playin around .
then out of sudden mr yap went to me ,
and almost whole class went to me too .
and he asked me to do .
i said that i did not fail inclined pullup , really , i din't .
then he tell me just do .
then okay , i did .
everybody was staring at me doing ,
and i was laughing all the way when i do it .
not bad ah , i still manage to do it 32 times .it's not bad for a person who laughs while doing okay . hahah .
im happy that i broke my sit and reach record again .
firstly , it was 31cm .
then mr yap say , if i don't get to 35cm , i will be banned for soccer trainings .
then i tried my very best , i got 36cm .
i feel so accomplishing (:
went back to class , had a sip of water , and it's mother tongue .
i forgot to bring homeworks for mt .
wanglaoshi was quite pissed by me .
then i kept quiet throughout the lesson , it was unusual .
cos i felt very guilty .
and then it was emaths lesson .
mr lee came in and told us to seperate our tables and get ready for tests .
i thought emaths test was postponed to next week , then i did not study .
im not prepared , but still , did the test .
the test wasn't that tough as expected . hahah .
finished the paper and went for recess .
went to canteen and met the same bunch of guys , madselfo ! (:
i can't eat . fasting . argh , i miss nasi padang's food .
30 days more . bearr with strength of God ;D
went back to class , ftc .
nothing much , then english .
maybe the new teacher could not handle the class ,
we created some havocs that made the teacher pissed off .
next lesson was amaths , last lesson .
it was a lesson to be happy for ,
but it ended up the other way round .
flunked amaths test .
i could work those sums out ytd ,
but today , argh disappointing .
and finally the school was over , saw sugan and melvyn .
two gays . hahah . stayed there for an hour to wait for farihin and zeken .
two thirty , and we headed off to causeway .
as usual , we made noises on the bus .
haha , i know those passengers were annoyed .
but well , they can't do anyth . hahah .
reach causeway and went to sweettalk .
i bought oreo chocolate , favieeeeee (:
and then went to danial's house to visit him .
he tore his knee ligament at yesterday's training .
which led him to forfeit for the minileague .
ahh , how sadd .
reached his house , there were so many pepo and it looks really like a hariraya scene .
then sat there awhile and went causeway to follow zeken to buy his backpack .
we met wenting first . she lend him ten bucks first .
she gonna meet issac and study .
ahh , then we went off to buy .
it was a nike bag at sportslink .
cost seventy bucks siaks .
but its a very nice bag .
then we went back to dan's house .
then i learned that everybody was at the hard court .
we then ran to harcourt . hope that we could play .
but the poor weather called off everyth .
we went back to dan house again an slacked .
while going back , melvyn was critisised by sugan .
at danial's block , melvyn seeks revenge .
he caught sugan and we whack him together . hahah .
went back to dan's house and we sat together and watch click .
but watch like five minutes , everybod decided to go home .
and reached home , post ;D

WOOTS ! MADSELFO ALL THE WAY !

the number 25 signifies my passion , and the memoirs that i had with you .
i insisted to love 25 , just to remind myself the sweet things you did to me ..
although your feelings has faded , i still insist to love you beacause you are the one and only i love ..

2008-07-06T22:34:00.002+08:00

MIAAAAAAAAAAA
for a week or , longer than that .
school , church , outings .
running out of time .
sorry peepals (:

2008-06-25T20:29:00.003+08:00

yesterday was a bad day ,
today is a superb day ! ;D

SUP PEOPLE!
today was a great day for me (:
school started with assembly ,
suprisingly , there's no attire check today .
idiot , then i go cut hair -.-
today mr koa was nagging about the exam countdown thingy .
some joker changed the days to 'RIP CHR'
hah . then he nagged almost 5 minutes about this luh . hahah .
then lessons ,
after recess , was IT .
stupid darryl ang messed up my photoshop. LOL .
then after school .
went to vista with sugan , alex and melvyn .
i went there because mello treat ice kachang .
sugan go order , she told the auntie to add extra addupchee
then in the end got more than 10 of them siaks .
then me sugan and alex keep fighting for them
HAHA . then i got 5 of them .
went back and waited till 3.30 .
soccer training start .
changed to pt kit ,
then went jog 5km around the school .
from school to woodgrovesec to gambas ave ,
then all the way back .
quite shiok , but getting cramps .
then went back school have training match with cdiv .
finish , checked for minileague fixtures .
we're in the tougher group ,
woodlands ring , yishun , marsiling , siling and some other schools .
another group consists of woodlands , woodgrove , evergreen and others .
that means i cant meet friends lah -.- hais .
tmr phototaking brought infront to 12.30 .
that means no need stay back after school !
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY .
can meet salt punctually alr . (:
yesterday , i lost xiaotoot . super sad siol .
then today after training , i go find .
i tryna traced where did i go yesterday ,
after 2hours , i found at yishun !
haah , i went safra yesterday , i found it around the staircase there .
WOOTS ! lost and found .
im so sad when i lost it ah ..
BUT IT"S BACK ;DDDD
ahh damn , im getting bad cramps .
okayy , nothing else more to say alr .

heyy , yall don't be so depressed yeahs .
if you need to lend a pair of listening ears ,
i will be there (:
cheer up !

2008-06-24T18:36:00.003+08:00

your love is just a lie - simple plan

sup !
school was okay today .
got caught for unacceptable hairt today .
not 'cos of the color , is 'cos of the length .
although i'm having red , purple , brown and black hair at the same time ;D
lessons were quite boring ,
i slept in two subject periods ,
without any teacher noticing .hahah .
after school , when bowling with alex , danial , salam , farihin , leandro , sugan and melvyn .
around 6 then go home .
yehhhhhhh ! schooltime everyday has shorten by an hour or more (:
but , thursday , there's phototaking at 3.30
that means i cant meet SALTs .
which is just a piece of SHIT!
idiot siaks ..
iya , i don't go or go , still same .
who cares anyway . >< okayy , till then . gonna do homeworks (:

did your feelings for me faded , completely ?
not even any left ? /:

2008-06-23T15:06:00.002+08:00

Awesome God - Hillsongs

maybe i should not post about the chalet ,
'cos is far too longwinded . hahah .
okay , today is the day which every student hates the most ,
school reopened ! /:
today is kinda fun , although still in holiday mood .
got our new timetable and all the dismissal time brought forward !(:
came home right after school . later gonna meet yh and sismag .

why , just can't you back with me ?
i wrote all those just for you , can't you just feel it ?
lack of maturity , i will change ,
in what way you want me to change , i will change .
or maybe there's a better guy than me .
but even if it is , i won't give up in winning you back .

this is the only way i could tell you what i wana tell you .
there's no other ways , anymr ..

2008-06-19T18:30:00.004+08:00

Flipside - The Click Five

SUP !
back from chalet ytd .
CHALET WAS INCREDIBLY SUPERB !
i will post about it the next time when i get pictures .
gotta go movies wtih primaryschoolmates .
till then (:

it's your love which brought me up ,
it's you who teared me down .

2008-06-14T00:26:00.002+08:00

QUIZQUIZQUIZ !

Starting time: 12.35am
Name: Lew .
Sisters: None.
Brothers: one ! HAHAHAHAHAH .
Shoe size: nine.
Height: 173cm
Where do you live: singapore.
Favourite drinks: icemilo/sprite
Favourite breakfast: western!
Have you ever been on a plane: Yes.
Swam in the ocean: Never .
Fallen asleep at school: Yes, daily routine .
Broken someone’s heart: frankly , yes .
Fell off your chair: Yes , but it was long ago .
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: no ? dumb siaks.
Saved e-mails: Yes .
What is your room like: LOL . fine ?
What’s right beside you: handphone
What is the last thing you ate: potatochips!
Ever had chicken pox: Yes .
Sore throat: Yes .
Stitches: yeah ,
Broken nose: nope .
Do you believe in love at first sight: yes .
Like picnics: yeah , which are at nights .
Who was/were the last person/people you danced with: never.
Last smile you made: just now ?
You last yelled at: today .

Today did you:

Talk to someone you like: yeah .
Kissed anyone: yes .
Get sick: what kinda sick you mean ?
Miss someone: all the time .
Eat: lotsa things .
Best feeling in the world: BEING LOVED !
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: sometimes ?
What’s under your bed: trashpapers ?
Who do you really hate: i hate HONGSTERS ! boyversion and the girlversion !
What time is it now: 12.43am

Random:

Is there a person who is on your mind now: yess ..
Do you have any siblings: one. LOL ! hahahah .
Do you want children: ofcos . (: but i dont want them to grow /:
Do you smile often: are fake smiles counted ?
Do you like your hand-writing: Sometimes ?
Are your toe nails painted: NO ?
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: no .
What color shirt are you wearing now: blueee .
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: bored , using comp .
I can’t wait till: ahh , secret (:
When did you cry last: few months back ?
Are you a friendly person: guess so ?
Do you have any pets: no , all of them died .
Where is the person you have feelings for right now: home ? o.o

Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now: idk .
Do you sleep with the TV on: quite often.
What are you doing right now: chatting thru msn ,
Have you ever crawled through a window: YESS ! fun .
Can you handle the truth: not all the time .
Are you too forgiving: not all the time ..
Are you closer to your mother or father: Mumm.
Who was the last person you cried in front of: forgot .
How many people can you say you’ve really loved: alot!
Do you eat healthy: NEVER !
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you: Yes. hurtful .
If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to: besties .
Are you loud or quiet most of the time: depends . loud most of the time ,
Are you confident: NEVER ..

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
-doing colorings .
-watching cartoons .
-see how tom lose to jerry everytime .
-see how ash catch his pokemons .
-act like someone else ? hahh .

5 things on my to-do list today:
-Do my holiday assignments.
-pack for chalet !
-go church !
-prepare testimony !
-sleep .

5 snacks I enjoy:
-icecreams.
-chocolates
-sweets .
-bubblygums .
-sour plums.

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
-Shopping spree
-donate!
-new church !
-babe girlf ! LOL kidding .
-own a football club ?

5 of my bad habits:
-vulgarities .
-being petty.
-suan ppl ?.
-idk .
-idk .

5 places I have lived in:
-Singapore
-genting
-Karimun
-HongKong
-Desaru.

5 jobs I’ve had:
-never worked .

2008-06-13T22:51:00.004+08:00

Happy Together - David Cook

hello GEEKS ! ;D
im gonna show you something real nice (:

U-MIN !
WHOOTS . POPPING IS LOVE ! (:

hmmm , SALT chalet cum camp is just two days away !
whoa , can't wait siaks !
im gonna be high , and unstoppable ! (:
yeah , and we need a photographer !
we everytime end a great programme without pictures -.-

IM GONNA SAY TESTIMONY FOR TMRW'S DADDY'S DAY CELEBRATION !
ahh , im in deepshit .
really have to prepare now .

there;s stil mountains loads of homeworks waiting for me ,
IM REALLY IN DEEP SHIT !

okayy . today at euro2008 ,its netherlands v france.
GO ORANJE ! ;DD
repeat your glorious win like against italy !
okayyy , till then .

you used to love me so much ,
but , why did you leave me just like this ?
i seriously need you back /:

2008-06-10T03:52:00.002+08:00

She's Like A Star - Taio Cruz feat. Corinne Bailey

SUP .
i'm updating now , since i've nothing to do .
watching euro 2008 match
netherlands two italy nil . 38mins to go .
WHOOTS NETHERLANDS GO !

chalet's coming , im gonna enjoy it hardcore-ly .
i dont care , i will go HIGH , no matter what .
yall can say me childish , dumb . I DONT CARE !
i just wanna HAVE FUN ! (:

yaaaaa , that's about all .

it's my regret to lose you . /:

2008-06-06T05:13:00.003+08:00

Always Be My Baby - David Cook <33
I Don't Want To Miss A Thing - David Cook <3

YO GHEYS ! (:
i'm updating , like finally luh .
haha. i was busy tonning and with some
mapleprivateserver craps(:
this few days were average .
tonned at yh's house , etc .
today went home finally .
parents are back from church camp.
bought lotsa tidbits for me ;DDD
today was the last lesson for drum course .
i have to pay extra fees to continue with advanced course :/
sad-ed .
wenting sista called me to lend her clothes for her chalet .
around 10.30 .
we were like crapping all the way while she passes sheena her mag ,
and somebody nearly commited suicide by jumping down from flat at 12storey.
wenting super scared ! hahahahaha .
don't have to be afraid , it's quite common in singapore ,
but i know it doesn't in malaysia , 'cos malaysia hardly have
tall housing buildings . HAHAHAH .
that's about all .
i can't wait to have church activities , which is around the corner ;D
any quiz(s) for me to do ? o.o

i thought time can dissolve this strong feeling , but i'm wrong ,
i just wanna be with you , right here with you ..

2008-05-25T19:34:00.001+08:00

YO PEEPS .
sorry for not updating ,
i will be mia for some reasons (:
and its time to buck up on my studies ;DD

we're still besties , aren't we ? (:
hope that we could be together again , really hope so ;DD

2008-05-20T21:59:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEE ~ ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME ! ;DDD

THANKS FOR WISHING ME! (by fs,tag,msg,voice,etc)
mariel ATE! , mingliang , kailing JIEH! , ashley , wenting BESTIEE! ,
alexyee BRO! , beina MEI ! , haoren BRO! , yonghong BRO! , yinhui BRO! ,
zhicheng BRO! , stephanie , kaiting BESTIEE! , christabelle JIEH! , yejie ,
valerie MEI! , violet BESTIEMEIJIE! , yiyinn LAOAHMEI! , alexong , rebekah ,
amarpreet , jesse , chenglip BRO! , zeken , atiqah ,
randon , maxine SISTA! , isabel , evangeline , sugan ,
farihin , melvyn , shimin! , zhiyen , nerin MEI! ,
chloe GIRLF! , yuki , ashnee , wendy , derek BRO! ,
caroline , sheena , hilda , shijing JIEH! , huijuan BESTIE! ,
klemens GAYF! , cherbelle , beier MEI! , manje , mavis ,
melvin , myra , weiting , xinyi , sabina ,
amirul , adilson , willy , shawn , shaqif ,
ruiqi , jeremy .

YOU GUYS ROCKS ! ;DDDD
for those who havent wish me , please do so immediately . HAHAHA .

yeahh , im fifteen (:

but what i really one for birthday is ..

2008-05-18T21:33:00.002+08:00

requested by yiyinn MEI to do this surveyy (:

o1 Have you seen a real miracle happening to you before ?
- Getting into express stream .

o2 What is the thing you want most now ?
- REH ! newphone !

o3 What are the goals you wanna achieve in your life ?
- alot . too many to mention .

o4 Do you have any regrets in your life ? Give one example .
- yes , for losing important things in my life .

o5 What are you afraid of losing now
- faith , motivation , life .

o6 Do you believe in eternal love ?
- one day , i will .

o7 If you met someone you love , will you confess to him/her ?
- depends . make sure that im that person who she loves first .

o8 What would you do if you have $200 ?
- SHOPPING !

o9 What is currently on your mind ?
- flashbacks .

10 What type of people you hate the most ?
- flirts , hongster , controlfreaks , attituded .

11 Would you cherish every friendship of yours ?
- yesssss !

12 What gift would you like to receive on Valentines' Day ?
- anything from the person i love .

13 What do you think is most important in your life ?
- fun , sports , happiness .

14 Do you believe in true love ?
- sometimes , when im loved .

15 What do you want your friendship to be like ?
- no quarrels , need help sure come , supportive .

16 When you open your eyes , who you want to see ?
- anyone . not ghost or monsters can alr .

17 What is your favourite hobby ?
- soccer / shopping ! (:

18 If you are feeling low one day , who will you go to ?
- besties , or alone .

19 Who would you spend your day with if it's your last day on Earth ?
- that girl who i love the most .

20 Who is your best friend ?
- LOADS ! (:

Instructions : Remove 1 question from above and add in your personal question . Make it a total of 20 questions , then tag 8 people in your list . List them out at the end of the survey.

that instruction is so boliao . don't follow it .

ahh . this few days sucks .
i injured my wrist ,
i can't type properly and write now .
garrhs .
lazy to post for more ,
gonna go midnight mapling with yh and zc ! ;D
and ..
TWO MORE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY ! ;D

time just can't erase a feeling this strong ,
no matter what ,you'll always be a part of me ..

2008-05-16T19:31:00.002+08:00

all i need is you , to be back with me ..

it was just attraction which brought us together ,
and that undesired immaturity which torned us apart .

2008-05-15T22:54:00.002+08:00

very long since i have blogged .
so i will roughly post about what happened this few days (:

MONDAY
manchesterunited are champions of england .
when to soccer clinic after school ,
had soccer training with two sleague players ,
and then , match .
scored winning goal (:

TUESDAY
napfa test ,
I PASSED SIT AND REACH FOR THE FIRST TIME ! (:
broadjump - 216cm , B -just 4cm more ):
inclinedpullups - 35times , A
shuttlerun - 10.3sec , B -0.1sec ! GARRHS .
situps - 45times , A
sitandreach , 31cm , E . (:
2.4km trail , 11min , B - slacked , hope thats not the final one .
TOTAL - 23points

it suck ,really .
but i really have no motivation to pass well .

WEDNESDAY
went CAGE ! (:
camel had a bad day ,
he was taopok-ed , disturbed , bashed up by us ,
and we caught him in video , NAKED . HAAH .
then , at the mrt , we were laughing super loudly ,
as we edited camel's video (:
then , met yh bro and sismag and ppl ,
went to friend's grandfather's wake .
i found a new brother there ;DD

TODAY
suck totally .
outta 7 subjects , failed 4or5 .
piece of shit .
i really need to buck up on studies , yo .
but .. can i .. ? :/
then , dint went soccer selection , cos my boots were torned .
then went causway with melvyn , slacked , and saw zeken and ppl .
chatted a while , then went ta drum lesson with yh .

2008. i had lost my precious ,
motivation , goodresults ,
most importantly , you .. /:
what's still there for me to lose ?!

2008-05-12T20:52:00.002+08:00

PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASE
PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASE!
don't tell me it's HIM who you really love .
i need you very badly , and then ..

I NEED YOU AND I WANT YOU !

please , let me love you once more ..? D;

2008-05-11T21:09:00.003+08:00

there's no one in this world could make me feel so sweet , but you (:

YO PEOPLE ! ;D
back from dinner outside .
today was a slacky day , yo .
went church in the morning ,
wanted to meet zhicheng and then go church tgt ,
but the time when i msg him , he's on the way there alr .
so too bad , needa go alone .
reach there , then service starts .
ended about 1 , then went coffeeshop for lunch .
about an hour , when everybody finish their food and drinks ,
then went off and got back to church and slack .
played those board games , which are boring luh .
but still , we had fun (:
then about two hours or so , chloe girlf was not feeling well ,
so she went off first .
slowly , some ppl left .
then at four , yh bro came .
came to slack with us till 7 ,
he joined me and my family to eat .
and then in my suprise , chloe girlf and her family were having dinner there too .
haahs , what coincidence .
then eat , finish , went home .
yh came to my house and wait for his mommy ,
then came , then he went home .
haahs . maplingggg now ! ;D

let me love you once more , please ?
i promise i won't let you down ..

2008-05-11T02:04:00.003+08:00

1)At what age do you wish to get marry?
Lol . it's hard to say .

2)Who is more important to you? Friends or girlfriend?
Girlfriend. but if can , both .

3)Who is the person you trust most?
God and besties.

4)Do you think you have enough confidence?
don't think so .

5)If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
to be remembered by everybody till they die . (:

6)Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
yesyes .

7)What is your goal for this year?
top15inclass , outta disciplineprob.

8)Do you believe in eternity love?
no . it's crap luh .

9)Have you broken someone's heart that she/he tried to commit suicide?
idon'tknow.

10)What feeling do you love most?
to be noticed by loved ones . ;D

11)What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
open-minded , understanding , cute , hyper , caring .

12)List out 5 best friends of yours
nicholasseiyinhui,yamzhicheng,tanwenting,lowchenchia,cheongzeken.

13)Do you cherish every relationship of yours?
yes , i don't treat any as just a game .

14)Do you believe in love ?
yes . it's uncontrollable .

15)What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
God , family , friends (: in the future , girlf (:

16)Who cares for you the most?
friends ? churchmates (:

17)Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.
thoughtful , important , caring , cool , best/est .

18)What have you done to please yourself?
shop,shop,shop (:

19)IF time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?
to treasure my loved ones more , not losing any of them .

20)Do you believe in true friendship?
yes ! i have true friends (:

Instructions : Remove one question from above and add in your personal question. Make a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all. :D

somehow , you're still the one i love most ..

2008-05-10T22:55:00.002+08:00

back from teh halia . ;D
with shijingjiejie , kailing jie and zhicheng .
Lol . super tired .
next time then post . (:
mapling yo !

i just can't loathe you ,
maybe , i still love you , loads .

2008-05-08T22:36:00.002+08:00

God, you woke me up .
im sorry , _____ .

yo people .
EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER .
its time for fun , yo !
lazy to post today's happenings . haah .
will post it next time , okay okay , til then (:
mapling ! HAHAHAH.

im here without you ,baby ..

2008-05-06T17:42:00.003+08:00

Pain is temporary , glory is forever .

i din't noticed that i update almost everyday . haahs .

today was boring, compared to yesterday .
started the day with emaths paper 1 .
before the paper , mrho switched off the fan near my area .

mrho : im switching of the fan.
3/4gays : whyyyy ?
mrho :*switches off the fan" you see the fan ! it's seperated from the ceiling .
mrho : you want fan or safety ?
3/4gays : FANNN !;DD
mrho : i dont care .

HAHAHAH . quite a joke .
the paper was not that hard then expected .
although there are lotsa question idk how to do ,
but im confident to pass (:
left class after the paper and went to canteen .
met those people ,
3/3 , 3/5 and part of 3/2 must stay behind for bio paper ,
so we hanged with them for awhile .
ate and soon after , i left with sugan . amirul , salam and alex .
on the bus , we were like disturbing pepo . HAHAH .
then the driver like dontknow how to drive .
sudden jambreaks and sudden accelerations .
weirdddo . din't pass license test , i think .
haah , then reaching interchange ,
salam play with the doorbell ,
he played for awhile , he said it was enough .
then theres one joker which i dont know who go press it continuously .
went to causeway kfc , everybody was looking at amirul and salam eating .
after eat , amirul went home and change , we went to alex's house .

- not much stuffs in the middle . dont wanna mention -lazy-

we played among ourself at the cage ,
the whole boundary will be demolished by use soon .
we spoiled the ceilings . HAHAH .
then soon after , the rest came .
played hantam bola .
during the game , melvyn keep making plans against the indians .
HAHAHAH . racis siaks .
SHA SI YIN DU REN . HAHAHAH .
then went home earlier with alex .
theres still physics and emaths paper2 tmr .
piece of shit , yo .
I WANNA CUT V SOON . garrhs .

i don't wanna do this , im forced to do so ,
it really hurts in the bottom of my heart ..
bu still , some undesired hatred's still there .

2008-05-05T18:05:00.002+08:00

i din't regret to make this decision .
you want this to happen right , hate me then ;DDDD

YO PPL !
today was freaking funn.
had amaths paper this morning .
was a total catastrophe .
ive lost 22 marks , confirm .
and im sure that theres still some other mistakes .
the paper is a point 80 .
if i could get 3x and above ,
im very very glad .
then went down to canteen and met MADSELFO .
then amaths students said amaths was easy .
i was very demoralised .
ahh . nvm . i gave up on amaths . haah .
and then we went to causeway for breakfast/lunch .
couldn't find seats anywhere , so we decide to eat @ BK .
burger king ( barbie kau!) ;DDDD
got seats and danial and co came by with their macdonalds food .
then outta no where , the had a sticker saying " special order "
somebody sticked it onto alex's back , he din't know at the starting .
then , we keep teasing him . then he realised . quite smart .
then had lotsa noise and havoc inside there .
i think the crew wanted us to leave as soon as possible .
then we left . farihin told us to look at that old aunty .
MYGOSH HE GO PUT THE STICKER ONTO HER BACK !
super funny . super baskette of farihin too .
after all those laughters , i saw 2e3 clique leaving also .
we told them , they said its not amusing at all .
uhh , different type of jokes we have , i guess .
then went to danial's house after eating .
went there to put our bags and lend jersey to wear for soccer .
then went down to the 'cage' for soccer .
we played the game of hantam bola ,
about an hour or so ,
then we decided to play soccer at the nearest hardcourt .
went there to play with some fuchunsec and marsilingsec ppl .
MADSELFO RULED THE STREET YO ! ;DDD
played for around two hours , then we headed back to dan's block .
on the way , jianmin accidentally rolled the bal onto the road .
when he went to pick up the ball , a bus went to him and jammed the break .
then the bus driver go show us some vulgarities signs .
we were super not happy . we showed him back .
he got furious .
but it was green light , he have to go .
we ran for the bus and continued to scold .
he cant do anyth to us . HAHAAH .
then reach dan's block .
played ALIBOOM !
super funn .
then we keep disturbing karthi . HHAHAHAH .
around 6 , i reached home .
emaths paper1 tmr , dieeeee .
but i have alr failed d&t and amaths .
i dont to fail anymore subjects siol ! GARRHS .
till then , have to muggg (:
MADSELFO ROCKS YOUR SOCKS !
~~it could even rock harder than SALT -.-~~

~~who flirts around bitches around .~~

i think you're glad that this happen .
din't you want me to hate you ?
haah , you succeeded . cheers ! (:

2008-05-05T00:25:00.003+08:00

Thnks Fr Th Mmrs - Fall Out Boy

don't think you're the only person in the entire world who knows how to hate .
everybody knows .
my tolerance is limited . try me if you want .
hate me if you want , i dont give an effing care .
don't think too much , it's not . it's alr the past .
you aren't that great , you've changed , mind you .
you said everyone will change without noticing .
AND NOW IM THROWING THIS PHRASE RIGHT BACK TO YOUR FACE .
my loathe-ness to you is developing , don't make it turn into hatred .
get out of my life , shitface .
you're not related to me in any way from now onwards , not even friends .
agitate me if you dare .

i loathe you hell lots , biatch .

hey lil boy , you're in my watchlist too .
i have been tolerating ,
watch out , im warning you .
bastard .

wow , you both sound so compaitable with my names given to you ;DDD

2008-05-03T21:24:00.002+08:00

if you want me to , i will .

im back to mapling , peepos .
so might be mia for blogg .
hahs .
not in great mood .
byees .

you said you don't wish this to happen ,
but now you're glad that it happened .

2008-04-30T20:50:00.002+08:00

Lol . maybe i should post now .
i wanna express feelings right now .

i had a very good church-life uh .
everyth was great , everybody was my besties .
i dint have to worry , that one day they will leave me .
i can be myself over there .
i was very delighted whenever theres any church meetings .
so that i could meet up with my buddies .

starting from this year , i feel pressurized .
i can't be myself uh .
maybe to the comments mad by others about me .
like , when im quiet , they says i'm emo-ing when i'm not .
when i get hyper , they will say i'm childish .
like wth lah .
i'll try not to take those into heart .
ahh . church life suck alr .
now i just trust God , no one else .
ofcos . brothers come second !
please , i want my fun and candid churchlife back .
maybe i will try my very best to stay , cos it left me 8 years of memories .

and you , i gave me sweet memories .
i don't want any bad ones to add on to it ..

2008-04-30T19:44:00.003+08:00

Maybe it is , but every word from you counts .

Majesty - Planetshakers

yo pepo .
i had history paper today .
it's easier then i expected luh .
will post more tmr .
no mood to .
okayy . i won't take those small things seriously anymr .
i also don't know why i got fed up , sorry .

Hate me if you want , it's your decision .
but of course , i don't want you to .

2008-04-29T16:44:00.004+08:00

The Remedy - Jason Mraz

hey pepo .
just got back from school .
today is boring .
there's history paper tmr .
so much to cover luh . hellllll .

woke up late today . 6.50am .
rushed as if im rushing for life ,
got to the interchange at 7.05 .
reached school around 7.20 .
just nice for assembly . haah .

first lesson , maths .
went through revision ,
luckily i knew some of the questions .
wuite proud of myself . LOLL .
then before the next lesson ..

Darryl : eh , i helm-ed alr .
Lew : huh ? what help ?
Darryl : ZAK HELM LAH .
loller . action lah !
helm-ed . watch me . i will be helm-ed one day . ;D
anyw , grats , you din't dc . HAHAHAH .

then chem ,
its last lesson for ms chong with us .
went throught chem test with us .
i got 14/30 .
quite happy cos i din't study ,
and i din't get single digit . (:

EL . ms leong got overthrown by us .
she carried out lesson like for 20 mins .
then she gave up .
we had free period ;D

reccess . i din't bring any money .
met faiz . i asked him to blanjah me .
in the end , he did ! ;D
thanks bro .

then ftc . mrho went through the gear thingy with us .
HAHAH . AH BAO STILL CAN'T GET IT ~
after ftc , mr ho went outta class .
he went back again . he did spotchecks on handphone .
luckily , my phone was off . ;D
wendy was the only person who got caught i think .
then amaths . suppose to be CL .
mrs ang took over her lesson .
revise inversed matrix with us .
kinda know howta do .

History . mdm kan gave us revision worksht to do .
outta five , me and willy were stucked at qn 2 .
then we decided to slack and walk around .

amaths lesson . mrs ang not here .
so had free lesson .
gathered with adilson , wenting and peeps .
chatted ..
the clock strikes three , school ends .

went down to canteen and meet madselfo .
went to the bus stop together with zach and sec4 soccer peeps .
wanted to play soccer with farihin they all .
but the weather , uhh . not motivated to play .
reach home after i got to the interchange .

whoa i want this bag so badlyyy .

God , help me for once . help me to pull this through , please .

it's him .
not me , no more , no more ..
don't think too much into it .
don't not have high hopes , please .

2008-04-28T21:57:00.002+08:00

I'm Yours - Jason Mraz

HELLO PEOPLEEEEEEEEEE !
today is quite a fun day . ;D

started up with school .
first lesson was physics ,
uma , like other days ,
got overthrown by the class' noise level .
poor her , poor her . ;D

the next period was english .
nobody knows where's ms leong .
so it's free period .
we have not been having el since the week before .

and then the third period , it suppose to be d&t .
but mrs ang took over the period to take amaths .
she went thru the test and revision worksheet .
i got THREE pathetic marks outta twenty for the test .
what great accomplishment -.-

then recess , nothing much about recess .

History , ohshucks , i still owe mdmkan worksheet .
sat beside willy for the lesson .
the lesson was pretty boring and i nearly fell asleep .

CL . mswong gave us free time to do D&T , as the mye for CL is over .
XIE XIE WANG LAO SHI ;D
i took that hour to complete my folio .

FTC , or D&T .
mrho went through pass year papers with us .
and ive just realise that its quite tough .
checked our folio .
and im very happy to say that ,
I DONT' HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT D&T FOLIO ANYMR ! ;D

school ends , went to canteen .
me , Sugan , Farihin , Jasper , Alex attempted to 'take' a soccer ball out
to play . but we can't .
Then , we went alex's block to play soccer ,
because he has bola at home .
played one touch wall pass .
it wasn't great for me ! i have to say that .
i've lost my touches .
so , the result is :
Sugan 10 ,
Alex 8 ,
Farihin 7 ,
Lew 4 ,
Jasper 1 .

GARRH .
tried to close down the gap between me and Farihin . but can't .
soon later , Danial came .
after sending Mariel ate back .
carried on to play match .
for like half an hour .
Farihin , me and alex headed home ,
Danial and Sugan headed to library , i think .

went home .caught a nap .
just woke up .
i haven't start mugging . no motivation to . dieeeee !

it's very painful to crash down from high hopes .

i want to deny the truth ..
please give me chances ,
but not all those hopes which are faked and falsed ..

2008-04-27T22:18:00.002+08:00

4 minutes - Madonna feat. Justin Timberlake .

YO !
back to blog .
just came back from kl jie's house .
today was kinda fun .

yh stayed over at my house last night .
we then went church together today .
watch the movie facing the giants .
its quite a good movie i tell you .
and its a christ-based one .
it gave me motivation to do stuffs that i wanna do ;D

after everyth , its lunch .
yh , me , adrian , zc ,
went to buy food for everyone .
whereas zc and adrian went seperate ways to buy bubble teas .
after lunch , STUDYYYY .
argh .
in 3 hours , i did 3 amaths questions only .
it's piece of shit .

went longjohnsilvers@cwp with kl jie , yh bro , zc bro and adrian .
chloe girlf went home once we left church ,
so she din't join us . such pity :/
only me and zc ate ,
yh bro went off cos his dad came to fetch him for dinner .
then i went up to popular and buy amaths assessment .
after everyth , adrian left .
me and zc went kl's house .
played with her dog , zc's psp .
while kl and zc busying doing psp stuffs .
then outta sudden went i playing psp .
i heard a loud BANG .
YAMZHICHENG FELL FROM THE CHAIR ! LOLL .
i don't know how he managed to fall .
but it was freaking funnaye .
about nine , went off with zhicheng ..

there's still amaths and d&t for me to do . argh ..

i miss our yesterdays , very much .
maybe its gone forever ,
but the moments we had spent together
will stay in my heart forever ..

2008-04-25T22:42:00.002+08:00

consuming Fire - Hillsong

yo pepo .
back to blog .
today was cheena paper .
darn hard sials .
after the paper ,
i went to church .
had tuition with adrian , yinhui bro and chloe girlf .
din't even study luh , please .
slacked all the way .
i think i will flunk mye very very badly .
piece of shit .

yes . i thought through .
I WILL NEVER HAVE INTENTION TO LEAVE SALT AGAIN .
i was foolish , last few weeks .
i nearly took the wrong step .

when stared at the stars , i wondered just where you are ..

2008-04-23T04:33:00.002+08:00

Tongue Tied - Faber Drive

its 4.33am now .
another one and a half more hours ,
its school .
TMR IS ENGLISH PAPER !
SCREW D&T LUH !
i spent whole night doing , but i still din't complete .
GARRHS .
maybe i should catch some sleep now .
got sleep better than never sleep ;D

SCREW COCKROACH LUH .
stupid cocksters >< nb .
come my house find trouble . whats your problem .

okayy . i really gonna sleep ;D

some sweet reminiscence helped me through ,
when there's just you , and me .

2008-04-21T22:34:00.002+08:00

HEH .
people .
anybody is very good in a'maths ?
please teach me polynomials !
tmr is my test and i dont know anyth .
FOLIO AND MUGG !
doing this two pathetic thing can kill me alr .
no time to play alr ,
MYE IS JUST 3 SCARY DAYS AWAY .
DARRNNNNN .
Okayy . my birthday is drawing near , quite near -.-
so get ready my pressies before hand ! HAAHS .

ohya ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHLOETANYIHUAN!
my "scary" gan - girlf . ;D

Consummated masquerade that kills .

2008-04-17T23:19:00.003+08:00

beautiful One - Tim Hughes

yo people !
long time never update alr .
too busy ah .
i have d&t folio to do ,
and exam is ard the corner .
so i won't be so actively blogging !
okayokay .
i think is enough .
i'll blog more the next time (:

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY WANGWEIZHEN!
my 9 years sista ;D

and i know you won't like emo peeps , so i decide to keep the emotions to myself .

2008-04-10T22:46:00.002+08:00

Kiss Me - New Found Glory

yo peeps !
long time never use comp alr , yo .
;D
just got back from drum lessons .
uhh . tired alr .
next time then update . HAAH .

your heart has found another guy . i guess .
i know , shit happens to me everytime . Sigh .

tostoterone boys and harlequin girls .

2008-04-05T23:57:00.003+08:00

Helena - My Chemical Romance .

yo peeps .
just got back from cell , at yh's house .
feeling darn sick .
diarrheoa&vomit . get lost please !
at the same time , im feeling weird , and down .
piece of shit .
i miss the time at karimun .
i miss you too . sigh .

give me back your love , will you .

empty another promise , break another heart .

2008-04-04T19:12:00.002+08:00

Up Against The Wall - Boys Like Girls .

today .
d&t . i love d&t . but my treasurebox sucks .
damn . its a rush work .
threethree's back from karimun .
so i went out with some of those peeps .
and i became a maid for sherlynCORNjiale .
HAAAH . so you want some WARRRTERR ? ;D .

ohya , tmrw is aq . the real competition .
go aq boys ! ;D

seems like you're fine alr .
very fast . good .
but i'm not .
what else you wanna do to hurt me , girl .
i can sense the insignificance of me in you .
you suck , but i don't hate you .

first you say you won't , then you say you will .

2008-04-02T19:51:00.002+08:00

so , i'm completely insignificant to you i guess ?
don't loathe me , i'll do anything you want me to .
just don't loathe me . please .

do you really dislike me that much ? or what .
tell me why .

i guess it's really hard to get up and move on again this time .

pushing the limits .

2008-03-30T21:56:00.002+08:00

those weird feelings are back .
the way you talked to me .
it's completely different alr .
i'm not special to you alr , long long time ago .
not even you regard me as your good friend .
i'm a fiasco , yo .

yeah , maybe i'm just lying to myself .

don't read too much into it , im fine ..

over you .

2008-03-29T22:39:00.002+08:00

over you - Daughtry .

woots .
just back from ms ateka's wedding and cell .

MADSELFO REUNION ! ;D

being with you is hard , being your suitor is even worse,
our love can't take any tests .
finally , my tears are dried .
that girl you used to be , gone .
im sure that God will provide a better girl for me .
i'm still your bestf , if you treat me as one .
i've got over you .

what's yours will always be yours , what's not will never be yours .

2008-03-29T10:19:00.002+08:00

I'm not okay - my chemical romance

yeah . i think i should post before i go .
i'll be going to ms ateka's wedding afterwards .
im starting to miss the karimun trip alr :/
kinda weird , that kindof gloomy feelings is back . fuck .

yes , i know . im not the one . it's freaking obvious . sigh .

that passion for you .

2008-03-28T18:01:00.003+08:00

Love Machine - Artic Monkeys .

Yeah , ppl . i'm back from karimun .
CIP@KARIMUN ROCKS YO !
had lotsa funn there ! ;D
MOUNT JATAN CONQUERED
( dou it's just 475m high )
JI GOU LI YI XIA ! ;D
i'm starting to love my class (:

coin operated love machine , is there such a thing ?

what i gotta do to make you love me ..?
patience ? then what ? tell me , girl . Sigh ..
fake a smile boy , don't let her get affected .. tskk .

you ; my drug ; my medication .

2008-03-24T21:23:00.002+08:00

9 in the afternoon - Panic! at the disco

i recalled the time when we spent together .
those simple and sweet memories ..
sigh . is there a time machine to rewind those back ?
or would you revive those memories again ? hais .

all i need is you and a chance to be with you once again ..

onetwothreeandfour , i'llgoanywhereyougo .

2008-03-22T19:07:00.002+08:00

Mary Jane - The Click Five

"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you, I can just look up .. "

the more i think of you , the more i misses you . Sigh ..

and i think you know .

2008-03-21T16:47:00.002+08:00

Moment Of Truth - FM Static

what i gotta to to make you love me ?
what i gotta do to make you care .
sigh . i love you and i really need you back :/

tell me that you love me .. ?

and i think you know .

2008-03-21T01:50:00.002+08:00

Tonight - FM static

ever since you left me ,
everything around me changed .
i'm not with my normal self anymore .

every moment , i need you the most , but you ain't there ..

how i wish you were here with me .

2008-03-19T21:02:00.002+08:00

Pop Princess - The Click Five

i remember the days we spent together .
although there were not enough , but it's sweet and enjoyable .
i never thought not having you here now , would hurt so much .

All i need is you , but you walked away .. sigh ..