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Lewistamliwei:D
20may1993
love God.
Sportsperson, soccer, liverpool.
music. screamos and metals.
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Lol . maybe i should post now .
i wanna express feelings right now .

i had a very good church-life uh .
everyth was great , everybody was my besties .
i dint have to worry , that one day they will leave me .
i can be myself over there .
i was very delighted whenever theres any church meetings .
so that i could meet up with my buddies .

starting from this year , i feel pressurized .
i can't be myself uh .
maybe to the comments mad by others about me .
like , when im quiet , they says i'm emo-ing when i'm not .
when i get hyper , they will say i'm childish .
like wth lah .
i'll try not to take those into heart .
ahh . church life suck alr .
now i just trust God , no one else .
ofcos . brothers come second !
please , i want my fun and candid churchlife back .
maybe i will try my very best to stay , cos it left me 8 years of memories .

and you , i gave me sweet memories .
i don't want any bad ones to add on to it ..

Maybe it is , but every word from you counts .

Majesty - Planetshakers

yo pepo .
i had history paper today .
it's easier then i expected luh .
will post more tmr .
no mood to .
okayy . i won't take those small things seriously anymr .
i also don't know why i got fed up , sorry .


Hate me if you want , it's your decision .
but of course , i don't want you to .

The Remedy - Jason Mraz

hey pepo .
just got back from school .
today is boring .
there's history paper tmr .
so much to cover luh . hellllll .

woke up late today . 6.50am .
rushed as if im rushing for life ,
got to the interchange at 7.05 .
reached school around 7.20 .
just nice for assembly . haah .

first lesson , maths .
went through revision ,
luckily i knew some of the questions .
wuite proud of myself . LOLL .
then before the next lesson ..

Darryl : eh , i helm-ed alr .
Lew : huh ? what help ?
Darryl : ZAK HELM LAH .
loller . action lah !
helm-ed . watch me . i will be helm-ed one day . ;D
anyw , grats , you din't dc . HAHAHAH .

then chem ,
its last lesson for ms chong with us .
went throught chem test with us .
i got 14/30 .
quite happy cos i din't study ,
and i din't get single digit . (:

EL . ms leong got overthrown by us .
she carried out lesson like for 20 mins .
then she gave up .
we had free period ;D

reccess . i din't bring any money .
met faiz . i asked him to blanjah me .
in the end , he did ! ;D
thanks bro .

then ftc . mrho went through the gear thingy with us .
HAHAH . AH BAO STILL CAN'T GET IT ~
after ftc , mr ho went outta class .
he went back again . he did spotchecks on handphone .
luckily , my phone was off . ;D
wendy was the only person who got caught i think .
then amaths . suppose to be CL .
mrs ang took over her lesson .
revise inversed matrix with us .
kinda know howta do .

History . mdm kan gave us revision worksht to do .
outta five , me and willy were stucked at qn 2 .
then we decided to slack and walk around .

amaths lesson . mrs ang not here .
so had free lesson .
gathered with adilson , wenting and peeps .
chatted ..
the clock strikes three , school ends .

went down to canteen and meet madselfo .
went to the bus stop together with zach and sec4 soccer peeps .
wanted to play soccer with farihin they all .
but the weather , uhh . not motivated to play .
reach home after i got to the interchange .

whoa i want this bag so badlyyy .



God , help me for once . help me to pull this through , please .


it's him .
not me , no more , no more ..
don't think too much into it .
don't not have high hopes , please .

I'm Yours - Jason Mraz

HELLO PEOPLEEEEEEEEEE !
today is quite a fun day . ;D

started up with school .
first lesson was physics ,
uma , like other days ,
got overthrown by the class' noise level .
poor her , poor her . ;D

the next period was english .
nobody knows where's ms leong .
so it's free period .
we have not been having el since the week before .

and then the third period , it suppose to be d&t .
but mrs ang took over the period to take amaths .
she went thru the test and revision worksheet .
i got THREE pathetic marks outta twenty for the test .
what great accomplishment -.-

then recess , nothing much about recess .

History , ohshucks , i still owe mdmkan worksheet .
sat beside willy for the lesson .
the lesson was pretty boring and i nearly fell asleep .

CL . mswong gave us free time to do D&T , as the mye for CL is over .
XIE XIE WANG LAO SHI ;D
i took that hour to complete my folio .

FTC , or D&T .
mrho went through pass year papers with us .
and ive just realise that its quite tough .
checked our folio .
and im very happy to say that ,
I DONT' HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT D&T FOLIO ANYMR ! ;D

school ends , went to canteen .
me , Sugan , Farihin , Jasper , Alex attempted to 'take' a soccer ball out
to play . but we can't .
Then , we went alex's block to play soccer ,
because he has bola at home .
played one touch wall pass .
it wasn't great for me ! i have to say that .
i've lost my touches .
so , the result is :
Sugan 10 ,
Alex 8 ,
Farihin 7 ,
Lew 4 ,
Jasper 1 .

GARRH .
tried to close down the gap between me and Farihin . but can't .
soon later , Danial came .
after sending Mariel ate back .
carried on to play match .
for like half an hour .
Farihin , me and alex headed home ,
Danial and Sugan headed to library , i think .

went home .caught a nap .
just woke up .
i haven't start mugging . no motivation to . dieeeee !

it's very painful to crash down from high hopes .


i want to deny the truth ..
please give me chances ,
but not all those hopes which are faked and falsed ..

4 minutes - Madonna feat. Justin Timberlake .

YO !
back to blog .
just came back from kl jie's house .
today was kinda fun .

yh stayed over at my house last night .
we then went church together today .
watch the movie facing the giants .
its quite a good movie i tell you .
and its a christ-based one .
it gave me motivation to do stuffs that i wanna do ;D

after everyth , its lunch .
yh , me , adrian , zc ,
went to buy food for everyone .
whereas zc and adrian went seperate ways to buy bubble teas .
after lunch , STUDYYYY .
argh .
in 3 hours , i did 3 amaths questions only .
it's piece of shit .

went longjohnsilvers@cwp with kl jie , yh bro , zc bro and adrian .
chloe girlf went home once we left church ,
so she din't join us . such pity :/
only me and zc ate ,
yh bro went off cos his dad came to fetch him for dinner .
then i went up to popular and buy amaths assessment .
after everyth , adrian left .
me and zc went kl's house .
played with her dog , zc's psp .
while kl and zc busying doing psp stuffs .
then outta sudden went i playing psp .
i heard a loud BANG .
YAMZHICHENG FELL FROM THE CHAIR ! LOLL .
i don't know how he managed to fall .
but it was freaking funnaye .
about nine , went off with zhicheng ..

there's still amaths and d&t for me to do . argh ..



i miss our yesterdays , very much .
maybe its gone forever ,
but the moments we had spent together
will stay in my heart forever ..

consuming Fire - Hillsong

yo pepo .
back to blog .
today was cheena paper .
darn hard sials .
after the paper ,
i went to church .
had tuition with adrian , yinhui bro and chloe girlf .
din't even study luh , please .
slacked all the way .
i think i will flunk mye very very badly .
piece of shit .


yes . i thought through .
I WILL NEVER HAVE INTENTION TO LEAVE SALT AGAIN .
i was foolish , last few weeks .
i nearly took the wrong step .


when stared at the stars , i wondered just where you are ..

Tongue Tied - Faber Drive

its 4.33am now .
another one and a half more hours ,
its school .
TMR IS ENGLISH PAPER !
SCREW D&T LUH !
i spent whole night doing , but i still din't complete .
GARRHS .
maybe i should catch some sleep now .
got sleep better than never sleep ;D

SCREW COCKROACH LUH .
stupid cocksters >< nb .
come my house find trouble . whats your problem .

okayy . i really gonna sleep ;D



some sweet reminiscence helped me through ,
when there's just you , and me .

HEH .
people .
anybody is very good in a'maths ?
please teach me polynomials !
tmr is my test and i dont know anyth .
FOLIO AND MUGG !
doing this two pathetic thing can kill me alr .
no time to play alr ,
MYE IS JUST 3 SCARY DAYS AWAY .
DARRNNNNN .
Okayy . my birthday is drawing near , quite near -.-
so get ready my pressies before hand ! HAAHS .

ohya ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHLOETANYIHUAN!
my "scary" gan - girlf . ;D


Consummated masquerade that kills .

beautiful One - Tim Hughes

yo people !
long time never update alr .
too busy ah .
i have d&t folio to do ,
and exam is ard the corner .
so i won't be so actively blogging !
okayokay .
i think is enough .
i'll blog more the next time (:

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY WANGWEIZHEN!
my 9 years sista ;D



and i know you won't like emo peeps , so i decide to keep the emotions to myself .

Kiss Me - New Found Glory

yo peeps !
long time never use comp alr , yo .
;D
just got back from drum lessons .
uhh . tired alr .
next time then update . HAAH .



your heart has found another guy . i guess .
i know , shit happens to me everytime . Sigh .
tostoterone boys and harlequin girls .

Helena - My Chemical Romance .

yo peeps .
just got back from cell , at yh's house .
feeling darn sick .
diarrheoa&vomit . get lost please !
at the same time , im feeling weird , and down .
piece of shit .
i miss the time at karimun .
i miss you too . sigh .


give me back your love , will you .
empty another promise , break another heart .

Up Against The Wall - Boys Like Girls .

today .
d&t . i love d&t . but my treasurebox sucks .
damn . its a rush work .
threethree's back from karimun .
so i went out with some of those peeps .
and i became a maid for sherlynCORNjiale .
HAAAH . so you want some WARRRTERR ? ;D .

ohya , tmrw is aq . the real competition .
go aq boys ! ;D


seems like you're fine alr .
very fast . good .
but i'm not .
what else you wanna do to hurt me , girl .
i can sense the insignificance of me in you .
you suck , but i don't hate you .
first you say you won't , then you say you will .

so , i'm completely insignificant to you i guess ?
don't loathe me , i'll do anything you want me to .
just don't loathe me . please .

do you really dislike me that much ? or what .
tell me why .


i guess it's really hard to get up and move on again this time .