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hello readers ! ;D
today was our chinese paper 1 and 2 .
super sucky luh .
super hard and super little time .
i hope i could manage to get a b4 for avg or higher .
haha . i was shocked to hear that zeken answered everyth in english !
it' was the chinese paper , dude ! haha .
and he said that he drew cartoons and played paper soccer at the back .
he's surely out of his mind . i'm pretty sure . haha .
after the papers , went to play soccer with danial , alex , melvyn and sugan .
about 3 , went to alex house to warm down .
then , after sufficient rest , we went to taupok melvyn ! haha .
we din't succeed the last few times , but today ,
HE WAS OWNED LIKE 4 TIMES ! HAHA .
then he went home when he broke out or defence ,
as we were sick and tired of taupok-ing . (:
then started to watch danial's mountk video .
quite a short one .then went home around 6.50 .

heyhey , i know there's something that you aren't happy about me .
but maybe we should clarify ? maybe i did something sucky which i din't realised .
go outwardbound too , don't miss this chance aye .
i know you are still agitated but still , i'm gonna say this.

your voice was the soundtrack of my summer .

EOY IS STARTING TMRW !
english p1 , p2 .
friday is chinese p1 , p2 .
nothin to study actually ,
but i dontknow what's the format for english's formal writing ! /:
studied alil this week . could have study more .
can't resist distractions . sigh .
i wanna take 'o' level next year , not 'n' ):

wenting buddy has not been in school this week .
she is having dengue fever .
hope that she'll be alrights by tmr's paper .
i miss her loads , like what she said . (:

you're still in my mind , i'll still love you and not the others . /:

today's school was average today .
very dull , really .
ended school about 5 , because of d&t .
then after school , went to find danial and alex .
soon after go home . i'm in super depressed and worried mode .

why is everybody going to sismag house so often and did not call me along ? /:

i don't want to know anyth about you anymore , it hurts .
esc. those things that you do with your boy .
it doesn't concern about me .

But it's over, it's over, why is it over?

We had the chance to make it

Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over

I wish that I could take it back

hey girl , from the start ,
i know i'm not the one for you .
you're too worthy for me .
recently , i'm starting to have hopes that you'll come back ,
but now , i just knew . there's someone else who you love .
i think God is playing tricks with me ,
i had enough of those false hopes ,
or self-assumed hopes . sigh .
no worries , i will be fine one day , really .
i will force myself to get over you .
i'm alr very satisfied that i actually been with you before .
although is short , but those memories are irreplacable .

but for now , i wish you all the best with that boy you love .
i just want you to be happy everyday. (:

ofcourse , i still wish that i could be with you once again ,
but , it's 99% IMPOSSIBLE . /:

maybe i should not go on hiatus .
even though i went on hiatus ,
i still won't study . haha . so, what for ? (:
this few days were below average .
wasn't very good aye /:

WEDNESDAY
went to school with fresh and hot sunburns .
when i reached school , i see yj , hilda and people faces were super red .
haha , apples ! ;D
so normal boring , tedious, sucky, incorrigible lessons goes on .
haha . about 1230 , we were released .
went to get some drinks and waited for bus to ngeeann.
about 1 , the bus reached . board on the bus .
half an hour later , reach ngeeann .
went straight to block53 and took maths proficiency test .
after that , we carried on and went to the conference hall .
try out those carnival stations .
very interesting , super cool (:
then went to lecture hall and played games .
we din't win it , but still we won ourselves kitkat ;D
then went all the way back to conference hall .
some guy from queenstownsec outta sudden shouted my name ,
and ask me not happy isit .
i say yes , he was silenced .
then keep staring and showed middle finger .
i tahan-ed and watch him leaving and went to the bus .
if you got things that you're unsatisfied , come woodlands find me ah .
i will entertain you nicely .
then went back . wanted to give adilson his present .
but he went very quickly to dontknow where . haha .
went to eat with amirul and danial . called alex along .
went horizon to eat . wanted to eat at seoul garden ,
but it wasn't cheap . alex brought just 8$ . LOL .
ate , went back home and went alex house .
studied abit and went back home .

THURSDAY
first lesson was PE . badminton . (:
but it's never easy and nice to play with sunburns .
but , still , i enjoyed . ;D
then rest of the lessons were boring .
our class were given free fresbie each .
and alot of fun with it .
but we made a few teachers irritated . haha .
135 , school ends .
ate at cwp and went alex house and slack till about 6 .
went back home and changed ,
and went hardcourt and play soccer with alex and danial .
nightsoccer rocks ! super cooling ;D

TODAY
50% of my sunburns were healed .
but started to itch , and skin starting to peel /:
lessons were boring too ! ):
after school , went to play soccer with danial and alex .
met adilson , yj and ppl and played soccer .
played about 2 hours . we 3 decided to swim at micheal's house .
walked to danial's house as he wanted to change .
then went to micheal's condo .
after like 20 minutes after we reached there ,
micheal finally came . hah .
swam for awhile , then went for jacuzzi and sauna .
super fun mannnn ! ;D
i will wish to go to his condo few times aweek . ahahaha .

i know i'm not the one in your heart , but you'll always be in mine .
i just want to love you once more , is it that hard ?
i swear i will cherish you wholeheartedly . /:

LASTPOSTBEFOREEOY/:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHEENAGOHYIHUI ! ;D
17sept - HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADILSONKOHLONGYI !

went sentosa with dylan , yj , wenting ,hilda , sheena and cherbelle today .
because today is sheena's birthday . decided to celevrate together .
hah , had lotsa fun , but lazy to mention . HAHA .
okayy , will be back after eoy (:

it seems like we cant communicate well even as ordinary friend .
how could i win your heart back ?! /:
i want you to know that , i still love you ..

because it's tough not to love you ,
and it's even tougher to forget you .

today was average .
did same old boring things .
damn , there'll be d&t remedial till 4 tmr .
argh , i'm really gonna buck up , yo.
i can't resist from eating fastfood .
why , hahaha . okay will update again laterr .
byeeee ! ;D

it has been tough for me .
'cos everytime i see you .
your hair , your eyes .
oh , you make me fall in love with you again ..

Love is visable , love is vivid ,
i see love everywhere , love between people , love between objects .
but what I really wanna see , it's the love between you and me , once again .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MSWONG ! ;D - one of my fave. teacher . (:
HELLO PEEPS !
today was the first day of school , and it's quite superb .
went to school and as usual , slacked outside the toilet .
i see people rebonding their hair ,
danial rebonded his hair , Dylan rebonded his fringe .
i like dylan's fringe now .
rebonding is like the latest hair trend for guys nowadays . haha .
during assembly , same thing , silenting reading . super boring lah .
but to my suprise , there was no hair checks or attire checks .
shocking man , normally , there will be a check on the first day of every term .
but it turns out different this time round , hahah , very lucky .
and then went back to classes for lessons , sigh , boringggg .
but when it was chinese class , i was super active , hah .
but not as active as dylan . LOL .
we had fun with wanglaoshi , which we shouldn't be . haha .
but she dont mind , surely . haha . she rocks , man ;D
and then rest of the lessons were boring .
mdm kan caught me for wearing tapered pants .
she tried to call my mom . but she could not reach her .
i gave her my mum's number . i hope that she will give chance /:
and then school ended . went longjohnsilvers for lunch .
and then went home to sleep .
no life man . i hope there will be some life tmr .
okay , that's all , till then . gonna go and complete my homeworks ;D
pangsaibofeelingggggg (that's the sentence that i'm addicted to say recently , hah)

i feel lonely and tired , i guess i'm missing you again .

YESSA ! TMRW SCHOOL REOPEN !
but , i have not cut my hair , dieeeeeeeeeeeeee!
nevermind , at least i can do smth else other than rotting at home . haha.
when service today , rather slacky , irritated .
siyan brought all her friends there ,
they weren't any co-operative , very irritated .
then , sismag told us off , sort of .
then start on the sermon . about 1.30 , finish .
we went old woodlands for lunch .
zc lost his wallet . went to find it .
but can't find ,so he go make police report .
then rest of us slack at woodlands point .
see lan , arcade , etc .
zc came back with his wallet ,
he said that somebody returned it to the police .
lucky him . hahah .
then played arcade for awhile .
i used 2$ and played soccer there for like 3 hours ?
they keep topping up for me cos they wanted to challenge . haha.
have a fair bit of fun there ;D
then went 883 for dinner ,then went home about 8 .
dream on , the one she said isn't me , and will never be me , dumbass .

SCHOOL REOPEN ! MUST SAVE AND MUG ! ;D
CANNOT AFFORD TO GO HOME LATE ANYMR !

0509 - HAPPY BIRTHDAY ESTHERTANYIYINN! x3 - beloved mei (:

back from town , very fast right ? hahah .
im bored , yet tired , yet wanna go out . how ?
i will post about smth else later ,
im finding something to do now .
till then (: I HATE ROTTING /:

i hate you , i dont love you anymr ,
gosh , i've sinned /:

just woke up , slept long after the study camp .
gonna go town again now . haha .
will post about yesterday soon . ;D

how i wish i have a time machine , and you could love me once again /:

The thing I hate the most that you do, you make me love you .

IM BOREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD D:
i'm rotting at home , once again . /:
no mood to study , agan . hais .
tmr got study camp , hope i can make full use of it .
okayokay , i will do some quizz ;D

1) Where is the person you want most?
idk , not at home bah .
2) Where will you be 2 hours from now?
Basar Malam ;DDDD
3) Did your last kiss mean anything?
my first kiss is still with me , suprisingly (:
4) Does your ex miss you?
No , obviously and definitely /:
5)Does anyone loves you?
yesyes , God , buddies [:
6) Can you make yourself sneeze?
no . stupid people does ;P
8) What are you doing tomorrow?
mug ? really hope so .
9) Are you easily confused?
No. but love .
10) Do you think you would make a good boyfriend/girlfriend?
i wonder .
11) Where were you at 9am this morning?
on my bed , sleeping like nobody's business .
12) Do you fall for people easily?
crush yes , falling hardly .
13) Everything happens for a reason?
yessssss :D
16) What does your last text message read?
okay - yuenhe .
18) What are you listening to right now?
Dear Maria , Count Me In - All Time Low .
19) How has the week been?
boringggg .
20) Is there something you wish you could tell someone but can't?
yes ! but no courage to . ):
21) Would you kiss the last person you kissed again ?
i think i kissed a guy just out of fun . LOL . i won't kiss him again !
22) Does the last person you shared a bed with mean anything to you?
he or she must be my best best best buddy .
23) Do you sleep with the TV on?
YESYES . i need noise to fall asleep .
24) Are you too forgiving?
Not really , but i anger will cease like , 7 minutes ? ;D
23) Have you ever wanted to be a fire fighter?
maybe ? quite awesomeee (:
29) Who do you miss?
I miss you , you and you (:
30) What was the last thing you put in your mouth?
kuehhhh ! ;D
31) Have you signed in AIM?
huh ?
32) If you could have any car what would it be?
i will want a flying car , or a lambo , or batman's car ;D
33) What are you stressed out about?
EOYYYY !
34) Do you have anything in your pockets right now?
No .
35) How many windows are open on your computer?
5 . hahahha .
36) In the past week have you gotten sick?
nope . lovesick , yes .
37) in the past week have you gotten a hair cut ?
no . but i hate my last haircut /:
39) Who was ur last call from?
buddyyy (:
40) What can't you wait for?
my shopping spreeee O:
41) What do you do with most of your time?
using comp and slacking .
42) How many clothes do you have in your closet?
HAHA . my closet is almost full .
43) On a scale of 1-10 How good is life?
6 . satisfied yet unaccomplished .
44) Will you and your ex ever get back together?
it will take a miracle , but i will wish for this miracle , every single day .
48) Do you think you'll be a good Mother/Father?
yes , my future children will be spoilt too . AHHA .
49) Are you high-maintainence?
sometimes .
50) Are you happy with the way life is now?
satisfied .

what's the point trying hard to seek attention from her when i just can't seek any from her ? /:

AYE PEOPLEEEEEEE .
i'm rotting at home today ,
IT SUCKSSSSS .
yesterday was kinda fun .
on saturday , went overnight at sismag's house .
me , wenhao , yinhui and shijing jie was there ,
played wii the whole night ;D
slept at 6 , woke up around 9 .
have to go church early with sismag cos she needa to bulletin .
once we just reach there , we chiong to the stage and catch some sleep .
LOL . while we were sleeping , people start coming in .
about 11 plus , service starts , i started with ice breakers .
super fun , we played for about an hour .
if you wanna know what game we were playing , come join SALT ;D
and then , the sermon .
yesterday sermon was about dream ,
sismag say youths nowadays don't dream .
yesyes , quite true .
i don't dream often anymore too /:
after sermon , had a short worship ,
and went out for lunch , yh haveta go to computer fair ,
so he left earlier , wenhao left earlier too .
then we went 166/167 , seperated routes with the girls ,
and we went chongpang to see jerseys .
after seeing jerseys , we went chongpang cc to have lunch @ mac .
after coming back woodlands , yuenhe , wenjian and ahbee went to find friends ,
me and zc went back home .
planned to go town today , but . /:
that's about all ;D will update often this week .

Just for a hope that you'll love me back , i won't give up on any hopes ..